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I Know the Plans I Have for You

“…For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future…”

Jeremiah 29:11

This is a verse I am holding on to during my long season of semi-unemployment.  Once again, I did not get a job I interviewed for…the subbing position at the Christian school (the one I told you about yesterday).

I am choosing to look at the positives…

  1. God loves me and has my best interest at heart.
  2. I put my name and face out there and received very good feedback from the principal who interviewed me.
  3. I have subbing assignments already lined up for Tuesday through Friday next week.  I was going to have to cancel these because long-term assignments trump one-day gigs, but now I won’t have to.
  4. I don’t have to be concerned about getting off of work early on Wednesday.  This is the day Chicky has her signing ceremony at school.  I will already be there, so that takes care of one thing on my to-do list.

Sounds like I’m reaching for straws, eh?

Not really.  You see, I’m learning that complaining doesn’t do anything but make me miserable.  It certainly doesn’t improve a situation.  I know that I am doing everything I can to find a regular teaching job.

Even though some people may believe that subbing isn’t a “real” job, I have never treated it as anything but THE job.  I have always given my responsibilities 110% no matter what the job title or pay scale.

I have often been over-qualified for the positions I’ve held, but I’ve always taken pride in my work.  I realize that I can use my skills to glorify God no matter where I am.

And so, I continue to trust.

It’s not always easy, but I’ve made the decision, and I’ll stick to it no matter how disappointed I may get.

God will provide.

Frustrated But Still Trusting

Ugh.

I’m frustrated.

Today I had an interview for an English teaching position.  It was at a different high school from the one Chicky and Rooster attend, but hey, it was an INTERVIEW!  I was psyched!

I dressed the part and got nervous when I went in.  The principal and another teacher were conducting it.

They quickly put me at ease, and I answered all of their questions.

As the interview progressed, I grew confident.  They seemed to like my answers, made a lot of comments, and I left feeling very good about the experience.

Well, I just got a phone call.

The job was filled with another applicant.

Sigh…

Would it be bad to say I’m disappointed?

I honestly thought I had a shot at this one.

I thought I answered all of the questions correctly.  I answered from my heart…that’s all I know.

The feedback I received from them made me believe I stood an honest chance.

Most people would wallow in self-pity, though, and I’m choosing not to do that.

I think I’ll allow myself a moment and treat myself to some kind of chocolaty-caramely delight (I’m making up words, but I’m not officially an English teacher yet).

And then I’ll go back to job-hunting…continuing to trust the Lord.

His plans for me are perfect.  I know He will use this experience to bring glory to His name.

My Week – In Pictures

Starting a new workout routine...

Eleven completed thus far...all are different in one way or another...

Shopping...what else?!

The cost and savings of the carload above...

My stockpile (this is not my pantry) is growing...

Nearing maturity...

Sunflowers are gorgeous at night!

Interview outfit...

Aubie...old but loyal

Pele and Molly are best buds...

Molly knows she has a great life...