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A Father Who Understands

As we spend time today, honoring those who died on September 11, 2001, let us consider something that my pastor shared with us:

We have a God who understands the pain of losing someone to an unjust death.

God’s Son, Jesus, died unfairly.  The only man to walk this earth without committing a single sin died at others’ hands.

God heard the sobs of the disciples and Jesus’s family, and God heard our cries on September 11th, 2001.  Not only that, but He hears our cries today.  Yes, our circumstances may be different…sickness, natural disasters, accidents.  The pain is no less, and in His compassion, God’s heart breaks for us.

Let us never forget the lessons of September 11th, and let us never forget that God is with us, especially in the midst of heartbreak.

VIP Treatment – Day 2 – Part 2

After Family Force 5 performed and a short break had ensued, concert goers were treated to another popular band…

Switchfoot!!!

Doesn’t he look like Keith Urban?  The girls screamed like crazy.  Heck, I think I heard a few guys screaming too.  😀

Every band must have a guitar player or two…

It doesn’t hurt to have singing and guitar picking talents…

The lead singer, Jon Foreman, really worked the crowd, praising the Lord in song…

Jon “borrowed” a pair of sunglasses from an audience member…

What a likeable guy he was!

It was hard to say goodbye to the band…

But, goodbye is what we said and then we waited…

And waited…

And waited.

A solid 45 minutes later and after much instrument tuning, the next act was ready.

It was Toby Mac!!!!

Rooster has been listening to this group for a number of years, and I like the music the group produces as well.

What stood out to Rooster and me was the fun the group had during the performance.  Watching them enjoy themselves helped us to enjoy ourselves that much more.

The energy this group put forth during the show was, quite simply, incredible.  They never stopped moving!!!

The sheer talent of each group member once again humbled me.  I sure wish I had their music-making abilities!!  (Of course, I’m sure they wish they had my mad knitting skillz!!)

I loved watching the DJ do his thing…

Look at the way these guys interacted with each other.

During the show, the guys went into the audience and set up a jam session right there in the middle of the crowd…

When one of the singer’s earpieces stopped working properly, the music shut down.  It was an interesting moment.

Like the true professionals that they are, the group improvised by adjusting their set, relying less on some of the big equipment and more on raw music, if that makes sense.  It was so neat to witness this.

Toby Mac read scripture to us.

Betcha won’t hear that at a Not-a-Lady-Gag-Gag concert!!

As the jam session was winding down, one of the singers made his way back to the stage, pausing to either sing or test out his equipment…I’m not sure which.  I don’t think anyone really knew he was there!  He was within arm’s reach of me!!!

Toby Mac followed a minute or two later…flanked by his beefy security guard…

When the group got back together on stage, they played one more long series of songs…

The group said its goodbyes, but was it really goodbye for the night??

No!  We were treated to an encore!!

The group had been fantastic and the crowd expressed its appreciation with loud applause.

The weekend had been one of much praise.  Ultimately, the purpose had been to give glory to the Lord for His goodness and mercy in sending Jesus to die for our sins.

The Word had been preached, both directly from the Bible and indirectly through clean lyrics and songs of praise.

I love the last picture…both singer and crowd goer giving credit where credit was due…

Sure, I felt like a VIP last weekend, but the most important person who ever walked the earth is the same person who died for my sins.

God is in the Details

In my last post, I wrote about my new job, and the way that God had orchestrated everything.

Well, God continues to amaze me.

He has shown me how real of a presence He is in my life and the lives of those I come in contact with.

Take, for instance, last Tuesday afternoon, after I found out I had been hired to teach reading at the Red School.

I took Rooster to Starbucks to celebrate.

As we sat there chatting, a young woman and her friend walked in.  The woman set a large, red and yellow book on the table and proceeded to order her drink.

My eyes were glued to the book.  There was something else sitting on top of it, so I couldn’t see its title; however, I knew, from the size and colors, that it was a study guide for a certification exam.

When the young woman returned to her table, I asked which test she was studying for.

It was the Professional Ed Exam.

I smiled and assured her that it wasn’t nearly as difficult as it seemed, and that I had taken and passed it the week before.

She smiled and explained that she had just started reading it.

I asked if she was a recent graduate of an education program, and she looked at me, unsure of what I was referring to.

She explained that she had a temporary certificate, and that once she passed the test, she would be able to get her teaching license.

Oh boy.

I felt the need to burst her little happy bubble.

Nope, I told her.  Because she had a B.S. in literature, she was going to have to go through the EPI program that I had just finished.

It was at this point that Rooster excused himself.  We had driven separate cars, and he knew that this would be a long-winded conversation.

I proceeded to give the girl the low-down on the program, even looking up the phone number for the program’s director.

I did not mince words.

I explained that she would probably cry a lot.  However, I further explained that she would learn a lot and would be a better teacher for it.

During our conversation, she asked me if I was teaching.  To keep things simple, I told her that I had spent the year before teaching at a private school, giving the name of it.

She was familiar with the school because…get this…she’s Muslim!  She even knew the principal!

Now, you cannot tell me that it wasn’t God who put me in Starbucks at 5pm on a Tuesday afternoon and had that gal walk in at the same time.

God was in the details.

Meanwhile, God was working in another area.

I’ve recently started getting some exercise on my treadmill.  The first night I climbed on, I sensed the Lord impressing the name of a fellow EPI classmate on my heart.

The private school had been looking for an elementary teacher.

I texted her, asking her to call me.

She did…the next day…and I asked if she had found a job yet.  She hadn’t.  I asked if she was interested in teaching elementary.  She was.

I gave her the low-down on the job and offered to recommend her for the position.

She seemed pleased.

See, she has a heart for those from the Middle East.  In fact, she was planning on leaving soon to teach in Lebanon…provided that she didn’t get a job here.  But, she didn’t want to leave Podunk, USA because her mom lives here.

I called the principal, gave him all of the information I had, and he seemed excited.

The next day, I met my friend at the school and introduced her to the principal.

She greeted him with a word in Arabic.

Oh my word, but he seemed surprised, smiled, and chuckled softly before returning the greeting…in Arabic of course.

It’s safe to say that they bonded immediately.

I left them alone to chat, and when I returned, he was scheduling her for a formal interview.

Folks, the next day, she texted me with the happy news that she had gotten the job!

God was in the details.

Nothing in life happens by “chance.”

God is in everything.

What a privilege to be allowed to see glimpses of His power in the everyday things!!

Unable To Sleep

It’s past midnight, and I can’t sleep.

While Chicky dreams of fitness tests and cafeteria food, I lie awake…pondering life’s complexities.

I find myself in a state of flux, and I wonder how much is due to PMS, the dawn of a new school year, or the sweet tea I drank with dinner.

In the middle of the night, in a dark hotel room lit only by the orbs that line the parking lot outside, I cry out to the Lord for clarity, direction, and contentment.

I grasp onto His promises and draw comfort from the verse that says, “I can do all things through Him who strengthens me.”

And so I will return to bed…leaving the bathroom where I’ve hidden myself so as to not bother Chicky…and settle myself in the comfort of God’s gentle arms…secure in the knowledge that He loves me and has a plan for me.

Sing, Sing, Sing

So, it’s Sunday.

I almost rolled over and went back to sleep after my alarm went off.

In fact, I did…for a little while.

Then, I thought I heard Chicky getting ready in her bathroom, so I took a peek at the clock.

It was 7:30…still plenty of time to get ready for the 9:30 service.

I got up.

I am so glad.

Though Chicky wasn’t up yet (it must have been Molly walking through the house), I got ready.

Rooster was still asleep, recovering from band camp.  The Mr. was also still in bed, feeling a bit unwell.

I was on my own.

I made my way to church by myself and sat in my regular seat, smiling and saying hi to those around me.

And then the singing started.

It did not take but a nanosecond for me to be grateful that I had gotten out of bed for my heart rejoiced at the words that were projected on the screen.

Ironically, the worship band began playing Chris Tomlin’s song, Sing, Sing, Sing


Here are the words…

We will sing, sing, sing
And make music with the heavens
We will sing, sing, sing
Grateful that You hear us
When we shout Your praise
Lift high the name of Jesus

What’s not to love about You?
Heaven and earth adore You
Kings and kingdoms bow down
Son of God, You are the One
You are the One we’re living for

You are the love that frees us
You are the light that leads us
Like a fire burning
Son of God, You are the One
You are the One we’re living for

I think that often, we get caught up in a song’s beat without paying much attention to the words we’re singing.

Not me.

Maybe this is the English teacher in me.

There is something about actually seeing the words projected on the large screen at the front of the sanctuary.

As my eyes take them in, they enter my heart.

Think about the words of this song.

We sing praises to God, who HEARS us.

We don’t serve a God who’s not paying attention; thus, our voices do not fall on deaf ears.

God rejoices in the praises we sing to Him.  In fact, we can read several instances in the Old Testament where the Israelites worshiped God through songs and dancing.

Look at the second stanza.  EVERYTHING on heaven and earth bows down to Jesus, for He is the one we serve.  Those things that do not in this lifetime will, one day, pay homage on bended knee.

The third stanza, though, is what really got to me today.

“You are the love that frees us…”

Oh my.

Love hung on the cross all of those years ago.  It is a love that knew, from the beginning, that our sins would bind us to death and eternity in hell.

Love came down, in the human form of Jesus, and led by example…unto the point of death.

You know…there are three small stanzas in this song.  And yet, the words packed into each are p-o-w-e-r-f-u-l!!

As you go throughout the day and your week, set aside some time to sing praises to the One who was with us from the beginning and will never forsake us.

Service

Yesterday, I treated myself to a pedicure.

I was by myself, and there was only one other lady, on the other side of the room, getting her feet all prettied up.

As I sat, my back being massaged by the rollers built into the chair, I watched the sweet lady as she gently scrubbed the dead skin away from my feet.

She worked methodically and quietly, allowing me to relax and just “be.”

I was struck by her humbleness and attention to detail.  She sincerely cared that I was comfortable and happy, as evidenced by the temperature of the water that my feet were soaking in to the cold bottle of water that was provided as I had walked in.

I watched her and could not help but think about what it must have been like to be one of Jesus’s disciples…watching Him wash their feet…

I’ve gotta tell you that it was quite a moment for me.

Just as the disciples were no better (in fact much worse off) than Jesus, I am no better than those who serve me.

And, just as the woman saw to all of my needs yesterday, I need to do the same when I am taking care of others.  I need to act as unselfishly as that sweet lady.

Every time I catch sight of the pretty French manicure on my toes, I’m going to remember the gal, her sweet smile, and the servant’s attitude that she modeled for me.

Glorious One

I don’t know how the music was at your church this morning, but at mine, we ROCKED!

Or should I say worshiped?

The band was on fire, and I, for one, was much appreciative.

There are weeks when I get as much out of the singing as I do from the sermons (no offense meant to my pastors).

I was struck by the lyrics of the second song we sang, Glorious One, by Steve Fee…

Our hands are lifted high
our hearts are bowing reverence
and we’re surrounded by
the glory of Your presence

with every creature every tongue
we’re lifting our voice to the Glorious One

Glorious One
Glorious One
Light of the world
You outshine the sun
King of all Kings
eternity sings
Glorious One

God of infinite worth
with hands that carve out the ocean
You hold the universe
and still You run to the broken

with every heart that’s been redeemed
we’re lifting our song to the Glorious King

there is none more beautiful
there is none more wonderful (repeat)

Memories of my cruise were fresh on my mind, and as we sang the second verse, I was transported to Hubbard Glacier and all of its magnificence.

I was also reminded of the open sea, which stretched for miles on end with no land in sight.

The beauty in nature did not happen by chance.  God carefully planned every single ripple in that vast ocean and every single creature that lives within it.  He painted the hues of blue on the glacier I had the privilege of standing before, and He designates when and where chunks fall off into the sea.

God deserves our praise.

He truly is THE Glorious One..


Aspirations

Satan is a skilled deceiver.

He makes us aspire to things that we should not aspire to.

He makes us seek after things that we shouldn’t seek after.

He is sly enough to make us think that these are noble pursuits.

If we’re lucky, we wise up.

Well…forget the luck.  This illumination of truth does not arrive by luck at all.

Oh no.  It’s only through God’s speaking to us that we can come to realize that we’ve been fed lies by the enemy.

What leads me to write about this?

Well, I write because this is a journey I’ve been on all of my life but, most noticeably, during the last year or so…only I didn’t realize I was on the journey until yesterday.

What is it that I aspire to and seek after?

Approval.

More specifically, I desire the approval of others.

I think this comes from being the oldest child.  Not only that, but my mom was single during much of my early childhood, which resulted in a lot of responsibility being placed on my young shoulders.

Growing up, I never felt like I measured up, so I kept trying.

Straight A’s…

Salutatorian…

Good grades in college…

Perfectionism in the jobs I held early in my marriage and later, when I returned to work after my children were in elementary and middle school…

Perfect grades when I returned to college as an adult…

Magna Cum Laude…

And then I hit a wall.

For some odd reason, I subconsciously selected a person that I needed to please, and I’ve been trying, ever since, to reach this person’s standards.

And I kept failing.

Which confused me.

I discovered that my perceptions of myself and this person’s perceptions of me were vastly different.

Which confused me further.

Yesterday, I asked myself a hard question:

Why do I keep trying to please this person?

In the middle of my confusion and after in-depth talks with a good friend and Super Sis, God revealed something to me.

I’ve been aspiring to please the wrong person.

I need to be working to please Him.

The Bible verse on my phone yesterday read:

Colossians 3:23-24

Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as your reward.  You are serving the Lord Christ.

Too often, we seek to be people-pleasers when, in reality, we should seek to be God-pleasers.

People change at a whim, which leads to our confusion on how to please them.

God does not change.

He is the same yesterday and today.  He will be the same tomorrow.

In the end, we will stand before Him at the judgment.

He will not ask us about what we did to please So-and-So.

He will ask what we did to serve Him.

Working to please others is confusing, exhausting, and depressing.

Working to serve the Lord is exhilarating and will one day result in rewards beyond what we could ever hope to receive here on this temporal earth.

Who Is the Captain of Your Soul?

Last week, during finals, my high school students watched the movie, Invictus.

If you’ve seen the movie (which is amazing, by the way), Morgan Freeman (aka Nelson Mandela) recites the poem from which the movie’s title is based…

Invictus

By:  William Ernest Henley

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds and shall find me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate,
I am the captain of my soul.

I heard that poem recited four times last week, and each time, I got chills.  If memory serves me correctly, I believe that I had to memorize it when I was in high school.

Fast forward to a conversation I had with a friend last week. She’s going through some personal struggles, and she indicated a desire to start attending church again.  She talked about believing in God and other church figures.  When I inquired about Jesus, she told me that she has a problem with the “Jesus thing” even though she attended church when she was a child.

I sat, dumbfounded.

It’s still difficult for me to hear that people believe in God but do not believe in His Son who died for mankind’s sins and rose again, conquering death, so that all could live forever.

Every day, I hear of people talk about doing this and that…making decisions about their lives.  I can’t help but wonder who, exactly, is the captain of their souls.

One of the biggest lies that Satan feeds us is that we don’t need God or His grace…the grace He showered down on us when He came down in human flesh…and gave His own life for us.

Satan would have us believe that we can, of our own effort, earn our way to heaven.

What a crock of baloney.

We are not the captains of our souls, my friends. Though some people might not believe this truth now, one day every knee will bow to the One who is the Captain and will confess that He is Lord.

So, who do you say is the captain of your soul?

Beautiful Things

This morning at church, we sang the song Beautiful Things.

Let me tell you that my church’s praise band always does an amazing job with this song, and today was no different.

As we sang the song, I couldn’t help but think about the victims of the recent string of tornadoes that hammered their way through the Southeast.

Being from Alabama, my heart was especially touched by the devastating losses incurred by my fellow Southerners.

Coincidentally, or not so if you believe, as I do, that God ordains everything, my church’s pastors had planned a new series of sermons titled “Wounded World.”

Oh yes…God is working, my friends.

And so, while the victims of the tornadoes are left to pick up the fragmented pieces of their lives and, in the process, mourn the loss of loved ones who died because of this natural disaster, God is still in their midst.

The God who raised His Son from the dead is working to make beautiful things from their shattered lives.

Please…listen to the following song (lyrics follow).  Praise God for such times as these.  He will be glorified by the drawing together of His people to help one another.  My prayer is that people will, most importantly, be drawn to a closer relationship with the one and only God who displayed His ultimate power and mercy by sending His Son to die for us.


Beautiful Things
Gungor

All this pain
I wonder if I’ll ever find my way
I wonder if my life could really change at all
All this earth
Could all that is lost ever be found
Could a garden come up from this ground at all

You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of the dust
You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of us

All around
Hope is springing up from this old ground
Out of chaos life is being found in You

You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of the dust
You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of us

You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of the dust
You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of us

You make me new, You are making me new
You make me new, You are making me new

You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of the dust
You make beautiful things
You make beautiful things out of us