Do you hear that?
What, you may ask? All you may be listening to is silence.
Well, that’s because my children are busy doing homework. Today was the first day of school, and a couple of the teachers decided not to waste a moment, digging right into the course material. Good for them! After a summer spent beating the drums to the latest tunes on Rock Band, the Chick children need their brains to be stimulated.
For Soccer Chick, this was a regular day. She is now officially a Junior.
Rockin’ Rooster, on the hand, had a big day. It was his first day of high school.
Last night, as I was driving to church to pick them both up from youth group, a slow song came on the radio, and I got misty-eyed as I began to think about Monday morning’s event. How well I remember his first day of kindergarten. Rooster was my buddy when he was a tot. After Soccer Chick started school, Rooster and I had two glorious years to ourselves (at least until 2pm). He ran errands with me, almost always without complaining. Even after he started preschool, I always picked him up in time to eat lunch together.
The day he started kindergarten was rough for me. It was the first time in many years that I had to go home to a quiet house. Being a stay-at-home mom was the best, except for that morning. I walked aimlessly around the house, feeling like one of my appendages was missing. It was…my four-foot walking stick was no longer glued to my side.
In my sorrow, I went to my local ice cream shop and ordered my favorite treat. I was the first person in the shop that day, and I sadly told the owner my story. She commiserated with me as only another mom could.
I remember the relief I felt when Rooster walked out of school that day, as I eagerly waited with the other parents. He had survived, and so had I.
So, the tears flowed down my face last night as I drove. As I pulled into the church parking lot, the following song began playing on the radio:
I do not believe in coincidences. God sees us in our need and provides comfort and wisdom when we need it. Such was the case with the timing of this song. My favorite hymn has always been Amazing Grace, and this modern version is incredible. God was reminding me that His grace would see me through, and it did.
Rockin’ Rooster got up with his alarm clock and was dressed and ready for devotions when I emerged from the bathroom this morning. I prayed for my children after we read from the Bible, and throughout the day, my thoughts turned to him a few times. Once again, just as I did ten years ago, I eagerly waited for him outside of the school. When he split off from the swarm of kids, I released a contented sigh. My son was fine.
He had survived.
And so had I.
Only by God’s grace.
Praise the Lord.
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This is such a sweet post!! My husband and I have been talking about sending our 15 month old daughter to daycare a couple days a week. I am blessed to be able to stay home with her, however, she needs other children to play with (and I need a little break every now and then). It is such a hard decision. NO ONE will take care of my baby like I take care of her. Thanks for this post. I love the song. I have never heard that version before.
I hated my first day of high school, but I survived too! I think as a parent (though I’m not one) it must just get harder every year from now on, so much closer to leaving home!