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Frustrated But Still Trusting

Ugh.

I’m frustrated.

Today I had an interview for an English teaching position.  It was at a different high school from the one Chicky and Rooster attend, but hey, it was an INTERVIEW!  I was psyched!

I dressed the part and got nervous when I went in.  The principal and another teacher were conducting it.

They quickly put me at ease, and I answered all of their questions.

As the interview progressed, I grew confident.  They seemed to like my answers, made a lot of comments, and I left feeling very good about the experience.

Well, I just got a phone call.

The job was filled with another applicant.

Sigh…

Would it be bad to say I’m disappointed?

I honestly thought I had a shot at this one.

I thought I answered all of the questions correctly.  I answered from my heart…that’s all I know.

The feedback I received from them made me believe I stood an honest chance.

Most people would wallow in self-pity, though, and I’m choosing not to do that.

I think I’ll allow myself a moment and treat myself to some kind of chocolaty-caramely delight (I’m making up words, but I’m not officially an English teacher yet).

And then I’ll go back to job-hunting…continuing to trust the Lord.

His plans for me are perfect.  I know He will use this experience to bring glory to His name.