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“Earn It”

Two nights ago, I watched the movie, Saving Private Ryan.  I’ve been thinking about it ever since.

I’m sure that most of you have seen it before.  It was made in 1998.  Somehow, it never made its way to my DVD player, although I have heard references to it many times.

This was probably the first time in a long while that I’ve sat, riveted, to the television…no knitting in my hands.  I did not want to miss a single scene.

For those of you who haven’t seen it, I’ll sum up its storyline.

Captain John Miller (Tom Hanks) is tasked with the job of searching for Private Ryan (Matt Damon), a paratrooper who has landed somewhere behind enemy lines.  General George Marshall orders Private Ryan’s extraction after learning of the death of Ryan’s three brothers. His desire is to spare Ryan’s mother further heartbreak.

The movie is graphic.  War is not a pretty thing though.

I sat, horrified, as I watched soldiers get slaughtered on Omaha Beach.  When I heard a reference to Kasserine Pass, I was proud that I had paid attention during my military history class.  I knew that this was the site of a battle in North Africa during an early phase of World War II.

As I watched the movie, I listened for a line that my pastor spoke about in a recent sermon.

You can hear Captain Miller utter the words in the following scene:

If you missed it, he says, “Earn this; earn it.”

Poignant words.

He was telling Private Ryan that he needed to live his life in a way that would be worthy of the lives sacrificed to save it.

I couldn’t help but think about Jesus, who sacrificed His life so that we — sinners — could live.

There are a couple of popular “theories” about going to heaven:

1)  You have to earn your salvation by doing “good” things.

2)  If you don’t do anything “bad,” then you’re a “good” person and will go to heaven.

According to the Bible, both trains of thought are misguided.

God’s Law demands a payment for sin.  God will only accept the blood of an innocent one — hence the sacifice of an unblemished lamb in Old Testament times.

There is nothing we can do to earn salvation.  It is a gift offered to all people.

Go through the 10 Commandments and ask yourself how many you’ve broken.  The Bible says that hating someone is the same as murder (1 John 3:15).  Lusting after another person is the same as committing adultery in your heart (Matthew 5:28).  Stealing is…well…stealing, whether it be another’s words (plagiarism) or time on the job (i.e. goofing off).  Taking the Lord’s name in vain is blasphemy (Exodus 20:7).

There is not one person on earth who can say they have kept all ten Commandments.  Hence, every single person is “bad” according to these standards.

What if I had been standing in front of Jesus as he neared the time of his death.  I wondered if He would have told me to, “Earn this.”

I remembered the story of the criminals who were crucified with Jesus.

In Luke 23:39-43, we read the following:

39One of the criminals who hung there hurled insults at him: “Aren’t you the Christ? Save yourself and us!”

40But the other criminal rebuked him. “Don’t you fear God,” he said, “since you are under the same sentence? 41We are punished justly, for we are getting what our deeds deserve. But this man has done nothing wrong.”

42Then he said, “Jesus, remember me when you come into your kingdom.[a]

43Jesus answered him, “I tell you the truth, today you will be with me in paradise.”

I am so thankful that Jesus didn’t look across at the criminal on the cross and said, “Earn this; earn it.”

That criminal couldn’t.  He had been condemned to die.  He was hanging on his own cross.  His life was over.

He knew he was a sinner.  He acknowledged it before God (remember that Jesus is God).

He knew he needed a Savior and recognized Christ’s authority over sin.

Powerful stuff and a powerful example to us.

We cannot earn our way to heaven.  Just like the criminal, we are condemned to die.

This sounds harsh, but the message should not be sugar-coated.  Yes, I know that’s the popular way to present the Gospel these days, but folks, it’s the truth.

The awareness of our sinful nature should drive us to our knees in humble submission to God.

One day we will be asked to pay the penalty for our sins.  We may have served on the PTA, given food to the homeless, or taken in stray animals, but at the end of our lives, those things won’t matter.  Just like my “good” works didn’t exempt me from paying my speeding ticket last summer, neither will they cover over my sins on Judgment Day.

Good works FOLLOW salvation.  They do not precede it.

I’d venture to bet that had the criminal, by some miracle, been granted a stay of execution at the very last moment, he would have lived out his days in service to our Lord.

What did follow that man’s conversion was God’s grace.  Surely it softened death’s sting.  All he had to do was ask for it and take hold when forgiveness was offered.

Perhaps the most fitting words are, “Accept it.”  In doing so, we bring glory to Jesus for the sacrifice He made for us.

Michael Jackson’s Real Cause of Death

I love how Ray Comfort uses Michael Jackson’s death as a springboard for sharing the gospel.  It’s amazing how many lost people there are in this world.  It simply makes my heart hurt.

I encourage you to watch the video all the way through.  It is very poignant.  People should not fear death.  If you have a relationship with the Lord, you don’t have to.

Serving Others

We had a fabulous message, given by our youth pastor, at church this morning.

His message was about serving others.  The text for his message came from John 13:1-17…

Jesus Washes His Disciples’ Feet

1It was just before the Passover Feast. Jesus knew that the time had come for him to leave this world and go to the Father. Having loved his own who were in the world, he now showed them the full extent of his love.[a]

2The evening meal was being served, and the devil had already prompted Judas Iscariot, son of Simon, to betray Jesus. 3Jesus knew that the Father had put all things under his power, and that he had come from God and was returning to God; 4so he got up from the meal, took off his outer clothing, and wrapped a towel around his waist. 5After that, he poured water into a basin and began to wash his disciples’ feet, drying them with the towel that was wrapped around him.

6He came to Simon Peter, who said to him, “Lord, are you going to wash my feet?”

7Jesus replied, “You do not realize now what I am doing, but later you will understand.”

8“No,” said Peter, “you shall never wash my feet.”
Jesus answered, “Unless I wash you, you have no part with me.”

9“Then, Lord,” Simon Peter replied, “not just my feet but my hands and my head as well!”

10Jesus answered, “A person who has had a bath needs only to wash his feet; his whole body is clean. And you are clean, though not every one of you.” 11For he knew who was going to betray him, and that was why he said not every one was clean.

12When he had finished washing their feet, he put on his clothes and returned to his place. “Do you understand what I have done for you?” he asked them. 13“You call me ‘Teacher’ and ‘Lord,’ and rightly so, for that is what I am. 14Now that I, your Lord and Teacher, have washed your feet, you also should wash one another’s feet. 15I have set you an example that you should do as I have done for you. 16I tell you the truth, no servant is greater than his master, nor is a messenger greater than the one who sent him. 17Now that you know these things, you will be blessed if you do them.

The pastor told stories of the ways that people in the church have and are currently serving.  My heart was especially touched when he spoke of the many times the youth have worked on service projects.  Rooster spent a good portion of last summer volunteering for such activities.

The congregation was challenged to serve when it sees a need and not not to wait for someone else to do it.  That’s what Jesus did when He washed the disciples’ feet.  The washing of the feet was a chore relegated to the lowest servant in a household.  If anything, it should have been Jesus who reclined back and got the royal treatment, yet He humbled himself to take care of others.  His was a selfless act…a precursor to what was to come.

As I reflected on the message while driving home, I thought about those in my life who serve so generously.  My online friends, Nancy and Rebecca were the first to come to mind.

Nancy knits endlessly for charity.  I have often been humbled by her generosity and realize that my itsy-bitsy contributions pale in comparison to her’s.  Rebecca works tirelessly with the youth in her church.  When you see the pictures she posts on her blog of some of their get-togethers, you’ll notice that she always has a smile on her face, as do the kids around her.

These two ladies serve as wonderful examples for me.  How much more can I give of myself?  How can I stretch myself?  Am I willing to open up my arms to embrace those in need around me?

God has blessed me beyond what I deserve.  It’s only fitting that I share what He has given.  You never know…perhaps a heart will be touched and another life will be joined with Christ’s.

The following is one of the songs we sang today.  The title is “How Great is Our God.”  Every time I hear it, my heart swells with love and appreciation for Who God is.  He is more than I can ever put into words.  He is everything.  I owe Him everything but can pay back nothing.  Perhaps in giving to others, I can at least say thank you.


VERSE(1):
The splendor of a King,
Clothed in majesty
Let all the earth rejoice,
All the earth rejoice
He wraps himself in light,
And darkness tries to hide
And trembles at his voice,
And trembles at his voice

CHORUS(1):
How great is our God,
sing with me
How great is our God,
and all will see
How great, How great
Is our God

VERSE(2):
Age to age he stands
And time is in His Hands
Beginning and the End,
Beginning and the End
The Godhead, Three in one
Father, Spirit, Son
The Lion and the Lamb,
The Lion and the Lamb

CHORUS(1):
How great is our God,
sing with me
How great is our God,
and all will see
How great, How great
Is our God

CHORUS(2)
Name above all names
You are Worthy of all praise
and My heart will sing how great
Is our God
(x2)

CHORUS(1):
How great is our God,
Sing with me
How great is our God,
and all will see
How great, How great
Is our God

CHORUS(1):
How great is our God,
Sing with me
How great is our God,
and all will see
How great, How great
Is our God

Transparency

I just got back from my Wednesday night Bible study.  I do so enjoy these evenings, even if, quite honestly, there are days when I’d rather be lazy and sit at home.  Now that Chicky drives, it can be difficult to extricate myself from the couch cushions.  Yeah, it’s nice to have a child who drives.

God is so good, though, and always rewards my obedience and desire to learn more about Him.

Tonight, we continued our two-week discussion of The Shack.  We discussed the typical arguments made by other reviewers.  How theologically correct is it?  Can it lead people astray by less-than-clear dialogue?

What I love about our group is the range of perspectives and life experiences we all bring to the table.  I always walk away from these get-togethers with a fresh outlook.

Tonight, we got into a discussion about how people are turned off by “Christianity” and the church.  Often, this comes as a result of so-called “Christians” and their duplicity and seeming “goodness.”

Maybe you’ve encountered people who seemed to have their act completely together…always sporting a smile and an air of “all is right with the world.”  This may have made you feel like you didn’t belong in church because you weren’t good enough.

How can we combat this?  The ladies in my group agreed that Christians need to be transparent…show our vulnerability.  We shouldn’t be afraid about admitting that maybe our day is kind of crappy (we didn’t use this exact word), and no, everything is not hunky-dory.

By not elevating ourselves above the rest of the world, we acknowledge that we are just as bad off as everyone else.  We lose our jobs, and we worry about paying the bills.  We argue with our kids, and we might even – gasp – raise our voices and yell hysterically at them.  And yes, we yell at traffic and the slow drivers ahead of us (some people should not be issued licenses).

We’re human.

By living our lives as an open book, we make ourselves approachable, which creates opportunities for relationships to develop…which can ultimately lead to a presentation of the gospel.

It is my prayer that my blog…my public diary, is as transparent as if I were talking to you face-to-face.  I pray that as you see my life unfold here (and I don’t hold much back), it will ultimately point the way back to God.  I am not perfect, and I don’t lead an idyll life.  Yes, I have been richly blessed, and I thank the Lord every day for this undeserved graciousness.  But even in the midst of the struggles I face, everything ultimately boils down to the fact that I DO have a relationship with the Lord, and it’s because of that relationship that I’m still able to praise God at the end of each day.

It is my sincerest desire that if you don’t currently attend church or have strayed, you will return.  Or maybe you’ll just start by opening a Bible and reading a few verses every night.

We do not have to be perfect to come to God.  In fact, it’s because of our imperfection that we CAN and MUST come to Him.  He’s not going to thumb his nose at you.  In fact, He’ll welcome you with open arms.  Nor will the people at church thumb their noses at you…not if it’s a Christ-centered church.  They, too, will welcome you with open arms.

Hosanna

Easter Sunday…the holiest of holidays for a Believer.

On Easter, we celebrate the resurrection of the Savior, who died for our sins.

This is a gift, given NOT to make our lives on earth easier but to save us from spending an eternity in Hell…due punishment for our sin, which God abhors.

We sang “Hosanna” today at church.  Before posting this, I looked up the Greek definition for “hosanna.”  Here’s what I found at this site:

The Greek form of the Hebrew phrase hoshana, “hosanna” was the term used by the people to acclaim Jesus on his entry into Jerusalem on Palm Sunday. In Psalm 118:25, it is translated “save now” and, as in the gospels, is followed by the phrase “Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord.” Psalm 118 was used liturgically at the Feast of Tabernacles, and verse 25 was the cue for the waving of the palm branches. In the NT and later rabbinic Judaism, the phrase no longer denoted a prayer for safety and success but rather a proclamation of religious enthusiasm coupled with the waving of palm branches. By the end of the 1st century A.D. the term had become merely an utterance of praise and exaltation in the Christian liturgy.

God is SO good!  He knew we would choose to disobey His commandments, and He knew the torment of hell, so He provided a substitute to stand in our place.  What a merciful God we have!  We should be shouting Hosanna at the top of our lungs!!

Every time I sing this song, I have a vision of Jesus returning on a magnificent horse to reclaim His kingdom.  It’s a powerful image.

I hope you’ll enjoy the video below.  Feel free to sing along as I’ve posted the words below.

Being around the youth, the third verse strikes an emotional cord.  I am watching the youth grow up…many with a desire to serve Him.  Guy Friend wants to be a youth pastor.  Chicky was involved in the Bible Study in the library at school last week (remember my post from that day?).

God is SO good.

Hosanna

I see the king of glory
Coming on the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes
The whole earth shakes

Yeeeah

I see his love and mercy
Washing over all our sin
The people sing
The people sing

[Chorus]
Hosanna
Hosanna
Hosanna in the highest [x2]

I see a generation
Rising up to take their place
With selfless faith
With selfless faith

I see a near revival
Stirring as we pray and seek
We’re on our knees
We’re on our knees

[Chorus]

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me

Break my heart from what breaks yours
Everything I am for your kingdoms cause
As I go from nothing to
Eternity

[Chorus x2]

Hosanna in the highest

Watching God Answer Prayer

God is so good.

God is so faithful.

I started feeling puny yesterday but pushed on to work today, determined not to let my body get the best of me.  I seriously considered skipping Bible Study tonight.

I’m glad I didn’t.

I was privileged to watch God work tonight.

One of the ladies in my group will be departing for Guam…joining her husband who is in the military and has been there for several months already.  She’ll be gone through most of the summer before returning home again.

She brought Mochi.

That, in and of itself, was worth getting off the couch and going to church.

But it’s not God’s work that I’m referring to.

Another of our members came in and took a seat.  She’s a young gal and a single mom.  She’s had some life-changing events occur recently but has kept the faith and attended church as regularly as possible.

Someone asked her how she’s been doing, and she shared some of the struggles she’s currently dealing with.  One of her current needs is for housing.

The gal who will be leaving for Guam looked over at her and quietly said, “I’ve got a house.”

Simple and to the point.

The rest of us sat with jaws dropped open as the other young lady fought to control her emotions.

The first lady continued…”The electric bill is paid through the summer.  So is the cable and the water.  The grass will be taken care of as well.”  All preparations had been made.  The young lady will not have the added stress of paying extra bills.  The house is completely furnished…another blessing.

We were witnessing a prayer being answered.

It wasn’t only one prayer but two.  The first lady…the one leaving for Guam…had sought confirmation that making this trip was God’s will for her.  She had worried about leaving her house for several months.

God had answered in a very clear way.

When it was time to begin our study, the first girl was asked to read the Bible passages we would be discussing:

Luke 12:22-34 (New International Version)

Do Not Worry

22Then Jesus said to his disciples: “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat; or about your body, what you will wear. 23Life is more than food, and the body more than clothes. 24Consider the ravens: They do not sow or reap, they have no storeroom or barn; yet God feeds them. And how much more valuable you are than birds! 25Who of you by worrying can add a single hour to his life[a]? 26Since you cannot do this very little thing, why do you worry about the rest?

27“Consider how the lilies grow. They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you, not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. 28If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today, and tomorrow is thrown into the fire, how much more will he clothe you, O you of little faith! 29And do not set your heart on what you will eat or drink; do not worry about it. 30For the pagan world runs after all such things, and your Father knows that you need them. 31But seek his kingdom, and these things will be given to you as well.

32“Do not be afraid, little flock, for your Father has been pleased to give you the kingdom. 33Sell your possessions and give to the poor. Provide purses for yourselves that will not wear out, a treasure in heaven that will not be exhausted, where no thief comes near and no moth destroys. 34For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.

She almost broke down while reading these verses, and someone picked up where she stopped…unable to continue without crying.

God had provided…in a very timely manner…as He always does.

I think we learned more from this episode than the discussion that followed.

Never, ever doubt that God doesn’t see you where you are.  He will provide…not necessarily that new SUV you might be wanting…but the basics that you need.  The most important thing is that we grow in our relationship with Him.  Trusting Him to provide for our needs is the ultimate application of the above verses.

A Cloud of Sadness

Last night, I pulled out my Inspirational Study Bible (edited by Max Lucado).

I decided to read Matthew 12, the chapter that my Bible study will be discussing this week.

This Bible has “Life Lessons” that run down the left and right outer margins.  The lessons accompany the current text.

If you have a Bible handy, take a peek at verses 22-34.  These verses are about worry.  The “Life Lesson” on these pages focused on these verses.  Lucado shares a quote by Corrie ten Boom (my hero and the second person I want to meet in Heaven).

Corrie was known to say, “When the train goes through a tunnel and the world gets dark, do you jump out?  Of course not.  You sit still and trust the engineer to get you through.”

I love this!  Times are quite dark right now.  Financially, many in this world are struggling.  Morally, we’re at an all-time low.  And yet, we need to remember that Someone else is in charge of our lives, directing our way toward a final destination that is full of light and joy.

So, why the cloud of sadness today?

After attending my usual church service, I began a quest to find Rooster, who was, more than likely, stuffing his face with breakfast goodies.

I ran into a friend who works at the school I used to be employed at…the place I worked before my position got cut and I began working at the law firm.  It’s been a couple of years since I left, but the staff is like family.  It’s a close bunch.

She told me that it had been a tough week.  I instantly chalked it up to budget woes and the fact that this school is being repurposed (i.e. closed).

She went on to elaborate.

One of the school’s former teachers committed suicide this week.

It was someone I had known well during my time there.

He had not worked there long before I started, so we were both learning the system.  During his employment at the school, he met another teacher who would become his wife a couple of years later.

My very first assignment on my first day of work had been to install a printer in his room.  We joked because I was very nervous, sensing his keen eyes watching every move I made.  Would I pass the test of “techie” know-how?  I did, and we began an easy friendship.  He had a dry sense of humor that hinted at deep thought.  We frequently bantered back and forth, with me giving as good as I got.  Fun times…

During one of our conversations, I learned that he had become a minister before beginning a career in education.  I don’t know why he left the ministry.  I didn’t want to pry, but I had a feeling that he was still lost, seeking his way as many of us do.

And now this.

I am so sad for those left behind.  My heart goes out to the wife who loved him so much.  She had such a spring in her step during their courtship.

Most of all, I’m sad for him.  I pray that he found some kind of peace before he left this world.  I pray that he is in God’s arms now…the worries of this life left behind.

I’m just sad.

Cartoon Song

Yesterday, Tabby mentioned, in her comments, Chris Rice’s Cartoon Song.

It’s another one of my favorites.  I discovered it many years ago after purchasing a CD.  I accidentally left the CD playing long after the last song was over.  Tucked at the end was this wonderful surprise.  My children absolutely loved it, and we played it often.

What I like the most about the song is its message.  We were created to bring glory to God.  We should make the most of every opportunity to praise Him for His amazing grace.

So, here’s the song, lyrics included.  By the way, Chris Rice does all of the cartoon imitations.  Pretty good, eh?!

Enjoy!

Worth Getting Up For

When the alarm clock went off this morning, I was more than a little bit tempted to turn it off, roll over, and hunker down for more sleep.  I pressed the snooze button six times.

Yeah, I know.  You’d think that I would be awake by then, but I still hesitated.

The only thing that made me get up and prepare for church was the fact that I had to attend a meeting about the table hosting thing.  The retreat organizers were having quickie meetings between services.  The alternative would be to attend a meeting tonight, during one of my shows…The Amazing Race.

Priorities dictated that I attend the meeting this morning.

Hey…at least I’m being honest.

So, off to church I went, with Rooster in tow.  He actually managed to get himself out of bed this morning.  What a pleasant surprise.

Man, oh man, was it worthwhile.

First of all the music.

Our main band was back.  The music leader recently gave birth to her second or third child…I’ve lost count.  She was back in full force, looking lovely and oh-s0-not preggy at all!

One of the songs for this morning…

I love the words of this song!

During my Wednesday Night Bible Study, we’ve been working our way through the book of Luke.  Something that has stood out for me is how the Pharisees were consumed with what others thought about them.  Sure, they followed the Law, making themselves appear to be perfect; however, inside, their hearts were just as dirty as everyone else’s.

This song reminds me that worshiping God comes from the heart.  Too many people think focus on works, when it’s really not about that at all.

I hope, when you read my blog and see the pictures of the blankets and other things I knit for people, that you see through to my ultimate reason for doing such things…to honor God.

I am NOTHING without God.  I know the condition of my soul, and it’s not good.  Without the sacrifice of Jesus on the Cross, I would be headed for hell.

Anything “good” you see in me is God’s light shining through me.  I give Him all the glory that He is able to use me despite my inadequacies and fallen nature.

The rest of today’s service was as fantastic as the beginning.  I think, perhaps, that will be a post for later as I need to absorb the lessons I heard today.

A Sad Boy

As moms, we hurt when our children hurt.

Last night, Rooster’s team played a game.  He did a good job, as did everyone else.  The team won, and we got ready to leave.

I knew, immediately, that something was wrong.  Maybe it was the way he carried himself as he walked off the field.  Maybe it was the look on his face…the look that only a mom knows.

As we got in the car, he was quiet.  I asked if everything was okay.  He said it was.

He was lying.

His eyes filled with tears, and he turned away.

I made some specific queries…was it soccer?

No.

Was it school?

No.

And then a sob escaped from his throat.

Poor guy.  He was hurting, and he didn’t want to share.  I had to respect that, but I wanted so badly to know the reason so that maybe, in some small way, I could make it better.

We rode the rest of the way home without speaking.  The radio played softly in the background…soothing Christian songs.  I felt my heart lifted just a teensy bit, as the words reminded me that God is on His throne.  Even if I didn’t know the reason for Rooster’s sadness, God knew.

This knowledge was comforting, if not to Rooster, then to me.