So, I’m jumping ahead by two weeks.
I can’t help it because I’m just too darned excited to wait.
See…today…I got feedback on my final assignments…
And…
I’m…
DONE!!!!!
I did not have to resubmit any of my last three big assignments!!!!!
I got the news via email this afternoon, and at first, I was rather calm.
I posted an update on Facebook with a link to this song…
Why that song?
I don’t really know, except that it’s on my Wii game, Just Dance, which I bought with my Christmas money in December.
The song is so upbeat, and because I’d only gotten to play with my Wii for a week before my EPI classes started, the song reminded me of my life pre-EPI (i.e., before I started living with the stress of weekly assignments).
After posting my Facebook update, I sat, alone in my house, and looked around.
It was quiet.
My mind was a little empty.
Then, I spied my dining room table…

That table is a mess, I know. For six months, it held the most important, necessary items of my life…my EPI binders, important EPI folders, and various other things. During the school year, the table was often littered with textbooks, lesson plans, and tests that needed grading.
And yes, you might even be looking at a bit of knitting on that table. I allowed it to come out and play…especially during the last couple of weeks when my workload was lighter.
As I caught sight of my table, though, I got a lump in my throat, and then the floodgates opened up.
I suddenly realized that I had reached the end of a long, stress-filled journey.
Tears of joy and relief streamed down my face.
I called the Mr. to share the news that I was done.
He was kind and didn’t make fun of me as I cried on the phone. He’s been down this road with me before…three years ago when I finished my last classes at Troy.
After hanging up, I finished my happy cry.
Then, I did what any girl with so much pent-up stress would do…

(Sorry for the poor picture quality. The camera would not play nicely with the TV.)
I fired up the Wii and danced…

And danced…
And danced.
I danced, all alone in my house, for thirty-five minutes.
It felt good.
I could dance, guilt-free.
Sure, I still need to study for my Professional Education Exam, but from this point forward, I will not have weekly EPI assignments to complete.
After my solo dance party, I took on another task…

Yep. I cleaned off the table.
This is the first time since November, when I put that plaid tablecloth on it, that I’ve seen my entire table…all cleaned off.
The sight was lovely to behold.
It represented the simplicity that had suddenly inserted itself into my life.
My six months of certification classes taught me so many things.
I never thought that I could think so deeply about anything. Teaching requires so much self reflection.
I never thought that I could think at such high levels. Teaching requires people to use higher order thinking skills. So much for being a dumb blonde, eh? This program blew my self perceptions to bits.
When I first began this program in January, I cried.
The first two weeks of EPI, I nearly quit.
I’m not kidding.
I seriously questioned my desire and, mostly, my ability to teach.
I, quite honestly, did not think I had what it took.
God became a real presence in my life during the last six months.
Not that He hasn’t always been real to me. I don’t know about you, but there are just times when He feels closer…or rather that I am closer to Him, for He never moves.
I stuck to God like glue.
I had to.
I never would have made it through this program with His help. He rescued me so many times when I was stuck. As I struggled through self-doubt, He confirmed that yes, I am supposed to teach.
God also used all of YOU in this journey of mine. I want to extend a sincere thank you to every person, IRL or bloggy friend, who encouraged me throughout this process.
I won’t forget the day, before I started classes, that an administrator (and friend of mine) at Podunk High School said, “Nathalie, if anyone can do this, YOU can.”
Her words replayed in my mind many times.
My friend, Jane, whom I have the honor of working with and who is also a fellow EPI graduate (last summer) went out of her way to encourage me. I cried more than once in her classroom. She was a daily source of support.
To all of you, THANK YOU. Your prayers sustained me…of this I am sure of.
Please continue to pray for me as I study for that last exam. It’s my final hurdle to my permanent teaching certification.
For now, I think I’m going to play a bit…perhaps dance some more. Feel free to fire up your own Wii or Kinect or maybe just your radio. Do a dance in celebration with me.
The EPI thing is officially finito!
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