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A Gift for Francis

Every once in awhile someone touches your life in a really special way.

So special, in fact, that you decide to do a little something to let them know how you feel.

Last winter, I spent a couple of weeks subbing for one English teacher.  I was still a little new at subbing, so I was very nervous.

My first period class had quite a number of characters.  However, it didn’t take long for one student to stand out among the others.  She taught me the “ropes” of how her regular teacher ran the class.  What a huge help!

This student was bright and had the personality to match.

We instantly bonded.

In the months since that first meeting, “Francis” and I have run into each other many times.  She’s always excited when she sees me.  Can I tell you just how good this makes me feel?

Last spring, she ooohhhed and ahhhhhed over the Shetland Shorty I had just finished and was happily wearing that day.  She excitedly asked me to make her one.  I readily said yes and told her that I would have her pick out the yarn.

Well, I never quite forgot my promise, but I’ll admit that I kind of hoped that she would.

Ugh…so bad, eh?

I don’t know why, but the thought of double yarn overs and k2tog’s just didn’t thrill me.

A few weeks ago, Francis and I ran into each other in the library.  The conversation went like this…

“Hi Mrs. AuburnChick!  Guess what I did yesterday?”

“Hi Francis.  I’m scared to ask, but what did you do?”

“I bought your Christmas present!” she proudly declared.

Oh boy.

“You did not,” I said.

“Yep!  I can’t wait to give it to you!” she said, and smiled broadly.

Oh boy, I thought to myself.

We finished our conversation, and off I went.

Enter in the cruise.

Do you remember the pictures of my knitting in front of the pool and ocean?  That was the Shetland Shorty I cast on…Francis’ gift from me.

Last night, I stayed up until 1:30am, working feverishly to finish it.  This is our last week of school before Christmas vacation, and I knew I wanted to gift it before we left.

Here’s how it turned out (that’s me modeling)…

I used 180g (1.8 skeins) of Southwest Trading Company’s Bamboo (colorway is black)…

I saw Francis today, and we chatted…

“Are you going to be in the library before school tomorrow?” I asked.

“Yes, why?” she asked, and then understanding crossed her face.

“Oh….” she said.  “Do you like blue and purple,” she asked, “Cause I saw you wearing a blue jacket one day,” she continued.

“Blue is one of my favorite colors,” I assured her.

“Good, cause I made you something,” she said.

Do you know that my eyes misted over at that last comment.  I told her that her making me something would make the gift even more special.

When I came home after school, I eagerly wrapped the shrug.  Because of some other things we talked about, I felt prompted to include another item…

This is a Bible I’ve had for a few years.  It has commentaries written by Max Lucado.

Francis is a smart girl, and she loves to read.  I’m hoping she’ll enjoy Max’s style of writing as much as I do.

I’m also hoping that she will read this Bible.  She does not come from a Christian upbringing…the total opposite, in fact.  However, she’s at a point in her life where she has a Christian woman (someone besides me) mentoring her on a daily basis.

One thing that struck me from our conversation was how she assured me that this woman, “…is a real Christian.  She doesn’t just say what she believes.  She lives it,” Francis told me.

Wow.

Powerful.

I’m praying that the words from this Bible literally jump out and grab hold of her heart.  Actually, she’s going to have to be the one who takes hold of God’s Word, but still…you know what I’m saying.

To say I’m excited about this gift-giving exchange tomorrow is one HUGE understatement…

I’m really going to miss Francis next year (she’ll be graduating in June).  But I know that God is working in her life.  I’m so thankful for His prompt, which led me to put together this gift for a very special girl.

Flash Forward

Have you watched the television show Flash Forward?

The premise is that the world’s population experiences a loss of consciousness, during which each person sees a few seconds of their lives a few months into the future.

The show’s lead characters spend each episode investigating the cause of this event and, in the process, discover how their lives intermingle with others’.

One man doesn’t see anything in his “flash forward.”  He soon learns that on a certain date, he will be murdered.

Another man, on the verge of ending his life when the flash forward occurs, sees something that gives him hope and purpose.  Viewers don’t know exactly what he’s seen yet, but one can surmise that it is good.

A new twist was recently introduced when one of the lead characters decided to change the future by committing suicide.  It is his hope that he will spare the life of an innocent woman.

I’ve been mulling over the concept of this show and how it relates to our spiritual lives.

What if we could see into our futures?  What would they look like?

Would we see darkness or light?

I realize that these are fictional characters, but I see parallels between their lives and ours’.

Nearly all of the TV characters have a dark past or are living with shame in some form.  They long to change the outcome of their lives.

As “real” people, we desire the same things…freedom from the weights that tie us down and the desire to change bad decisions to right the wrongs we’ve done.

And yet, just as I think the characters on the show will come up short, so too do we.

However, we “real” people have a hope that no fictional character will ever have…that of a Savior…an amazing generous God.

Accepting His redemptive work on the cross won’t undo the mistakes in our lives, but it will put us on a new path.  This is a path that is not trouble-free, unfortunately.  But when we walk with God, we can be assured that we are not alone.

God could have left us floundering, but He changed our destiny (for sin demands payment) and intervened personally in our lives to change the outcome. All we have to do is recognize our need for Him and accept His gift of salvation.

I hope you’ll take a moment to “Flash Forward” to the end of your own life.  What will you see as things stand right now?  What will you do to change it?

Indescribable

Sunday mornings spent at church provide some of the most uplifting moments of my week.

I find myself drawn closer to the Lord through worship music.

Music soothes my soul, while the words remind me of God’s grace and love for me.

This morning, we sang Chris Tomlin’s Indescribable.

The words, which I am posting below the video, describe how vast God’s love and presence is.

I have often spoken with people who don’t believe in God because they can’t see Him.

My response?

Have you ever seen the wind?

No, but you’ve felt its presence as it blows across your face, and you’ve seen its ripple affect as it floats across water.  You’ve witnessed its power during hurricanes and tornadoes.

Such it is with God.

Though you may not see Him in the form of a person, He is present.

I am sure that God knew that we humans would doubt His existence, and so He makes Himself seen in nature.

It is His hand that paints the spots on each leopard, decorates the landscape with fall colors, and puts a song of praise in every creatures’ lungs.

That is why I am overcome with gratefulness when I hear this song…

From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea
Creation’s revealing Your majesty
From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring
Every creature unique in the song that it sings
All exclaiming

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untameable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God

Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow
Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night
None can fathom

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name
You are amazing God
All powerful, untameable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
You are amazing God

Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untameable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
Incomparable, unchangeable
You see the depths of my heart and You love me the same
You are amazing God
You are amazing God

My Crazy Brother

Yesterday, while I was pulling out photo albums for Chicky (she’s designing her senior ad for the yearbook), I came across her academic portfolio.  It is a snapshot of some of her best work and assessments from first through third grades.

The first thing I saw when I opened the binder was a self-portrait that Chicky made at the beginning of first grade…

You can see how much she enjoyed soccer way back then, and she had only played one season!!

Now, finding that picture was fun, but the next thing I found was even better.

It was a writing sample from third grade.  I scanned the pictures because it will have more of an impact than my typing the words out (read both pages)…

Page 1

Page 2

You could have heard us laughing all the way down the street.  I couldn’t even get through the first page without stopping several times to catch my breath.

 

The funnier thing?  I have a picture of Rooster biting his toenails!!  Chicky found it after reading this story.

There was a third page attached to the above story…

 

You may be wondering what this is.

Well, it’s a graphic organizer.  Students in this day and age are taught different strategies for organizing their ideas during the pre-writing phase.

Given my adoration of everything educational, and my children’s academic success over the years, it was icing on the cake.  We laughed even harder, impressed at Chicky’s thoroughness even in first grade.

Inside the Ring – With God

Hulk Hogan was on the Today Show this morning, and I prepped myself to half-listen while I did other stuff in the house.

He was there to promote his new book, My Life Outside the Ring.

Now, I’m not a wrestling fan, and I can’t say that I know the man personally, but you’d have to be from Mars to not have heard about his troubles in recent years…the breakup of his marriage, his son’s jail term for his involvement in a car accident, and estrangement from his daughter.

As I listened, I thought, “Yada, yada, yada.”

I’m sorry if this sounds uncaring, but it is so typical of Hollywood stars.

What caught my attention, though, was when Hulk Hogan recounted how Laila Ali, daughter of Mohammed Ali and Hulk’s co-host on American Gladiators, called him and invited him to attend her church.

Say what?

I was surprised for several reasons:

A.  She invited him to church.
B.  He went.
C.  He talked about it on national TV.

He talked about how he learned that joy comes from within, and that it was the Spirit of Christ living in his heart that helped him change his life.

I have a problem with his first statement because it is very New-Agey.  The purest form of joy comes from a gratefulness of what the Lord has done from us…redeeming us from the punishment of hell, not from any “power” within us.

Yet, I also found myself happy that he seems to be going in the right direction…turning toward God rather than away.

He also mentioned that his son is doing well…”walking with Christ.”

When faced with trials, many people turn away from God, seeking self-reliance and other “fixes.”

Hulk Hogan was led in a different direction…the RIGHT direction.

He has a long way to go, and I pray that he will study and pray and that God will illuminate Hulk’s heart to bring a true understanding of what redemption is.

I don’t know…maybe he does understand.  That’s not for me to decide, for only God knows the heart.

The important thing is that Hulk Hogan is in the ring with the Lord now.  They’re tag-teaming, and no opponent will be able to stand against him with God on his side!

Dancing for God

Something has been bugging me for almost a week, and I finally decided to blog about it.

I really enjoy watching So You Think You Can Dance.  Over the last five years, I have developed a keen appreciation for many styles of dance…especially contemporary, which allows dancers to vividly express their deepest emotions.

Last week’s episode featured Thomas Hamilton’s audition…

Isn’t he a fabulous dancer?

So, why am I upset, you might wonder.

Well, quite frankly, I was dismayed at Nigel’s response to the way Thomas worshipped God through his dance.  Nigel went so far as to suppose himself an expert at what audiences would be turned off by.

I have always enjoyed Nigel’s comments.  His sarcasm makes me laugh, and I give him a lot of credit for his knowledge of dance.

However, his words really ruffled my feathers, and my opinion of him is much lower now.

For someone who embraces all forms of dance, Nigel showed how close-minded he can be toward religion.

As an avid viewer, I found Thomas’ dance moving, sincere, and – most of all – heartfelt.

Thomas danced a dance of gratitude for THE God (not a “higher power”) who had delivered him from a wretched life.

I would be more likely to watch and vote for a dancer like this than one who gyrates for no reason at all except to see his or her body jiggle in certain directions.

Confidence

Today, while watching my favorite morning news show, I listened as Megan Fox described her insecurities to Matt Lauer.

Megan starred in both Transformers movies (the second of which I loathed).

She spoke about how hard it is trying to make people happy and how living in Hollywood is like being in high school.  You’re always judged by others, and it’s impossible to please everyone.

She’s obviously young and has much to learn.

Why is it that we waste so much time and effort seeking the approval of others when, in fact, there is only One person we should desire to please?

Honoring God with our thoughts and actions should be our only aim in life.

Doing so takes our focus off of ourselves.

Self confidence built on worldly accolades is fleeting.  That which comes from the Lord is solid and can withstand the ever-changing tide of public opinion or the latest movie review.

Praise the Lord!

Chicky Hosts a Sleepover

Ok, ok…I know what you’re thinking.

She’s a teenager.  This isn’t exactly earth-shattering news.

However, what might surprise you is that she and a friend hosted a sleepover for the 9th grade girls in the youth group.

Yep.

Chicky thought of this all on her own.

Our church’s youth minister picks up middle schoolers from school on Wednesday afternoons and takes them back to the church, where they get to spend a couple of extra hours socializing…playing games and talking it up before the regular youth group activities.

Last year, Chicky mentored a group of eighth grade girls, and she moved up with them this year.

Chicky and her friend took the girls to a hibatchi restaurant.  Afterward, they went back to Chicky’s friend’s house for a fun evening.

The neat thing about this is that it wasn’t an even sponsored by the church.

In fact, this was Chicky’s first free weekend in a month, and she’ll be busy every weekend for the next several weeks.

Chicky met me at church this morning, and I’m telling you…she had a glow on her face.

Maybe it was just me, or maybe it’s the fact that she’s growing up.

Or, it could just be that God is using her…growing her as she serves Him.

Pretty cool, don’t ‘ya think?

The Secret to Spiritual Success – God’s Way

I have shared that the weekday morning routine in my home includes devotions with the kids.

Because we get scattered in the afternoons, the morning hour is the only time I can be sure that we’ll all be home together.

We are currently reading our way through John MacArthur’s book From Ordinary to Extraordinary.  It’s the cutest little book and packed full of wisdom!

This morning’s devotion was about the secret to spiritual success.

The kids and I read about Peter’s denial of Christ.   Can you believe that this man, who vehemently denied that he was a disciple of Jesus (even cursing in the process), later went on to be the rock upon which the Church was built on!!!

Wow!

That this man, who failed so miserably at such a critical time, had an impact on the world that is still felt today…well, it’s just mind-boggling!

And the most amazing part of this story?

This man did not accomplish anything from his own efforts.

Nope.

He fell from grace with a mighty thud and landed on his rear (my words, not MacArthur’s).

In other words, he was brought to his knees…humbled in probably the most unglamorous way imaginable.

And that’s when God lifted him up and was able to use him for His glory.

See, the world constantly pushes out a message of self-sufficiency…giving 110%…doing things on your own.  That is, after all, how you get ahead at work or school, right?

However, things work a little different when you’re trying to gain ground spiritually.

I have been guilty of thinking I’d “mastered” control over an area in my life…patted myself on the back…and been brought rudely back to earth by some sort of lapse.

When we rest on our own laurels, we fall.  It’s inevitable.

However, when we humble ourselves before God and acknowledge our helplessness, He lifts us up.

I think that’s why so many people lose hope and give up.  They think that because they’ve failed that they are unable to do what God demands of them.

But they are giving up at the most critical point.

We’re taught that weakness is failure, but in the Christian walk, weakness LEADS to success.  It’s at that point where all of our haughtiness and pride is stripped away, and God clothes us with His righteousness.

What a beautiful picture of success this is…much finer than anything the world could bestow upon me.

A Mother’s Joy

There are some moments that we, as mothers, tuck away into the recesses of our hearts.

This morning, one such moment presented itself to me.

Rooster and I got up and went to church.  Chicky, you might remember, is playing in a tournament at Disney World.

As we sat, waiting for the service to begin, I glanced at the bulletin, making note of the verses that would be preached on.

I leaned over and asked Rooster if he wanted to open his Bible so he could read along.

“Sure,” he said, “What are the verses?”

“Romans 12:2,” I said.

He then looked at me and said, “I don’t need to open my Bible.  I know that verse.”

I raised my eyebrow, and he proceeded to recite it, word for word.

Romans 12:2 (New International Version)

2Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will is—his good, pleasing and perfect will.

My eyes grew wide.  It’s not a short verse.

Rooster smiled and told me that it’s always been one of his favorites.

Here he is, a boy of 15, and he’s memorizing verses.  Not unusual, I know, but it’s still not exactly the norm.

It was a moment that touched my heart.

Ever since my children were young, my number one goal as a parent has been to raise children who love and serve the Lord.  Forget being respectful.  Forget being obedient.  Yes, these are important, but if they love and serve God, everything else will fall into place.

This is a moment I’ll treasure for a very long time.

As we sang the following song, my heart rejoiced in the knowledge that God is working in Rooster’s heart.

Sweetly Broken – Jeremy Riddle
To the cross I look, to the cross I cling
Of its suffering I do drink
Of its work I do sing

For on it my Savior both bruised and crushed
Showed that God is love
And God is just

Chorus:
At the cross You beckon me
You draw me gently to my knees, and I am
Lost for words, so lost in love,
I’m sweetly broken, wholly surrendered

What a priceless gift, undeserved life
Have I been given
Through Christ crucified

You’ve called me out of death
You’ve called me into life
And I was under Your wrath
Now through the cross I’m reconciled

Chorus:

In awe of the cross I must confess
How wondrous Your redeeming love and
How great is Your faithfulness

(2x’s)
Chorus: