All is quiet, for the moment, in Chez Auburnchick as I await the arrival of my clan, and despite the dishes I need to begin preparing, I feel as though I must take a few minutes to gather my thoughts.
When I woke up this morning, I found myself very emotional.
This has happened at the most random of times since October 10th when Hurricane Michael decided to disrupt my life and that of those around me.
Although I wish it had never come, it did, and so I choose the look for the blessings that have come from it. One of those is a renewed sense of thankfulness.
If you’ve been reading my blog for awhile, you’re well aware that I try my best to find joy along this journey that’s called life.
As I get ready for the day ahead and listen to Christian radio, I am reflecting on the fact that forty-three days (six weeks and a day) ago, I didn’t think I’d be able to cook Thanksgiving lunch for my family . . . a long-standing tradition. I didn’t know if my house was still standing or if it was, what kind of shape it was in.
I didn’t know if my husband was okay because the last words I heard from him at one point were, “It’s bad. Catastrophic.”
I didn’t know when I would see my precious friends again . . . coworkers, yes, but more than that. Family.
I didn’t know when I would lay eyes on the students I currently teach and those who have moved on to other classrooms but still have pieces of my heart.
I didn’t know that people who had lost so much would come together to serve each other with joy and not sadness.
I didn’t know that I would transfer online friendships to real-life connections.
I didn’t know that slanted trees don’t dim the beauty of a sunrise.
Maybe in a few years this storm I have weathered will be a blip on my life’s radar, but honestly, I hope not.
I pray that I will never take for granted the little things in life because I know, firsthand, what it feels like to think you’ve lost them.
The collective experience of the past month and a half is but a snapshot of the attitude that should live in my heart day after day, storm or no storm.
Happy Thanksgiving, my friends. May you use today, especially, to look for the little blessings in your life as well.
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I have no doubts that you are looking at Thanksgiving through new eyes that see more gratitude in small things than ever before.
Happy Thanksgiving my sweet friend!!!!