Dear Summer,
Oh, how I miss thee already.
I miss sleeping in until 9am, staying in bed another hour, and slowly sliding out of my bed, no plan in mind and no lesson planning on the agenda.
I miss not being in a hurry because I don’t have anywhere to be. I think the dogs will miss this too.
I miss working out at 11 or 12 instead of 4:30am.
It was a lot easier to see what I was doing without sleep clogging my eyes.
I miss no-makeup, messy-hair-bun, maybe-I’ll-shower, in-my-pajamas-by-4 days when the desire to apologize to the public at large, if I chose to go out amongst people, waned the further into vacation I got.
I miss lazy afternoons by the pool, or rather in the pool, and hours upon hours of leisure reading.
I miss Netflix binges until midnight and knitting to my heart’s content.
I miss being able to go to the bathroom whenever I want and however many times I need to.
I miss afternoon siestas – sometimes two if the need arose – because teaching is tiring business that requires months of vacation to recuperate from.
I miss afternoons spent in the kitchen, baking up all of the goodies that struck my fancy on Instagram.
I miss being able to put two complete thoughts together because my brain isn’t being pulled in a bazillion directions.
As I start my ninth year of teaching, leaving summer behind doesn’t get easier – the parting still brings sorrow to my heart.
BUT . . .
New batches of teenagers await my reading expertise and mama love.
They don’t know it yet, but they will thrive on the routines that make my classroom run like a well-oiled machine (if the stars align), not to mention the high standards to which they will be held.
I’ll spy pictures on my camera roll – reminders of warm, carefree days, and I’ll get wistful – especially when my nerves are fraught by the child who has asked, for the upteenth time, if the assignment we are working on is formative or summative (they’re all going to be summative by that point).
There will be days when I am so invigorated by my students’ aha moments that I almost forget about you (not quite though).
SO . . .
Though we must part for now, it is only temporary.
But who’s counting.
In the meantime, I’ll be doing what God has called me to do . . . bridge the gap between His littles and the big world that’s waiting for them after high school.
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