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No Words

For my friend, Rebecca, and her husband, Ricky, who lost their beloved fur baby of fourteen years, Sydney, last night, hugs and prayers to you guys.

Borrowed from Rebecca’s blog…such a beautiful pup!!!

That’s about all I can offer because words just won’t do.

❤,

Nathalie

Heading into the Fall Hodgepodge

I can’t remember if I played last week…my brain is literally fried after only a month in school.  Fortunately, I felt my spirits lift yesterday after I talked to a teacher friend who reminded me to “keep learning fun for the kids.”  Yep.  Wise words.

So, here I am, participating for sure this week.  As always, thanks to Joyce, our lovely hostess…the one with the mostess.  🙂

1.  It’s fall. Y’all. My favorite season of the year! What’s something you love to do this time of year that makes you feel it’s officially fall? And unrelated to that, do you ever say-‘y’all’?

What I love to do this time of the year is watch college football.  Cheering on my Auburn Tigers is the bees’ knees, y’all!

Oh, and I’ve lived in the South since I was nine years old.  I use the word “y’all” many times a day.  To do otherwise would be akin to not drinking sweet tea or taking a pass when the grits come near you.  Seriously.

2.  When did you last have a falling out with someone? Has it been resolved?

I last had a falling out with someone last Tuesday.  Why do I remember the day?  Because the evening before, things started spiraling out of control…all while I was watching the premier of Dancing with the Teachers Stars.

The actual falling out happened the next day and has not been resolved.  I doubt it will.

‘Nuff said.

3.  A song you love with the word ‘fall’ in it’s title?

How I do love Patsy Cline.  It’s too bad her life ended so soon!  I can’t think about her without hearing the song, I Fall to Pieces.  It’s quite lovely…her voice so distinguishable.

4.  What’s something you’ve recently let ‘fall by the wayside?’

At the beginning of each school year, I make a silent promise to keep up with the housework…

And then I quickly go back on my word.

Teaching takes every bit of energy from my 5’3″ body.  I’m physically and mentally drained, so I choose to ignore the dust and fur baby hair bunnies and dirty dishes at the sink…for as long as I can…and catch up when I can without making apologies…because that’s just the way it has to be…until June.

5.  When did you last attend an event, read a book, watch a movie, try a new recipe, or visit a shop-town-tourist attraction that fell short of your expectations? In what way?

A few weeks ago, I read the book, Heaven is for Real.  I’d heard wonderful things about it, and people were raving about the movie, which I had not seen.

Sad to say, I did not find the book as spectacular as everyone said.  Now, after talking to a couple of people personally, I realize I’m not alone in my opinion.

The father, who penned the book, wrote mostly about HIS struggles…not his son’s encounters in heaven.  I empathized with the author but felt that the book functioned in a somewhat self-serving way to edify the father.

I hate to say that because he is a Christian man, but hey, if you don’t agree, that’s fine!  I have no interest in seeing the movie now.

6.  Describe a time you said or thought, ‘The apple doesn’t fall far from the tree.”

Ha!  I just typed this exact thing a few days ago in response to someone’s Facebook post.  I can’t remember what it was in regard to though.  Thank you, Teacher Brain.  :::rolls eyes:::

7.  Was today better than yesterday? Why or why not?

I’ll answer as if Tuesday is “today.”

Tuesday was much better than Monday.  I’ve struggled a lot in the last few weeks with discouragement and resentment.  To top that off, I had to take care of a few things at school…the part of teaching that isn’t my favorite.  Monday was, thus, difficult.  Tuesday proved much better because I started off the day with a lighter heart after talking to a teacher friend.  My classes responded immediately to my positive attitude.

#lessonlearned

#again

#slowlearneronboard

8.  My Random Thought

Some of my sadness of late can be attributed to my heart hurting for Rebecca, a sweet bloggy/social media/DWTS/texting friend of mine.  If you can, please pray for her and Ricky.  I don’t know the status as of this 12:15am posting, but their precious fur baby, Sydney, is losing her battle with bone cancer, and they are devastated.

We lost Aubie a year ago in May, and watching her fight her own battle broke my heart into pieces that will never quite go back together properly.

I have cried and cried for Rebecca, knowing the hurt that she and her husband are feeling right now.

I am so grateful for this medium…one in which I can reach out, despite my hectic life, and be a part of others’ lives…empathizing…praying…consoling…and encouraging.

My dear sweet friend, as I’m about to turn off the computer and head to bed, the following song began playing on Pandora…

Please know that you are loved, and God sees your tears.  Of this, you know.  I just thought I’d say it again.

Love you, sweet friend.

“This Is Our God”
Chris Tomlin

A refuge for the poor, a shelter from the storm
This is our God
He will wipe away your tears and return your
wasted years
This is our God
Oh… this is our God
A father to the orphan, a healer to the broken
This is our God
And he brings peace to our madness and comfort
in our sadness
This is our God
Oh… this is our God
this is the one we have waited for
Oh… this is our God
A fountain for the thirsty, a lover for the lonely
This is our God
He brings glory to the humble and crowns for the
faithful
This is our God

Unicorns and Rainbows

This is not a fairy tale.

I wish.

No, this is the story of a teacher who is struggling.

Big time.

I’ve shared a few tidbits, and just when I think I’m turning a corner, I realize that what I’m actually doing is going around in circles.

I’ve been analyzing everything from my classroom management to my personal attitude.

Those are important, but I think I figured out another reason why I’m having issues.

I want everything to be unicorns and rainbows…you know…the technicolor version of teaching where the students come in singing joyfully, sit calmly, and produce magnificent works of art (aka, assignments that have their full names at the top and answers written in complete sentences).

That’s when the heavenly bodies laughed…

And laughed…

And laughed.

Today, when my final class ended, one of my students stayed behind to clean up.

She told me to hang in there…that several of the kids were in her other classes and that they always gave their teachers a hard time at the beginning of the year but that they WOULD SETTLE DOWN SOON.

That’s when a big truth hit me.

I’m expecting my current students to act like last year’s students acted AT THE END OF THE YEAR.

I have forgotten that all of the happy posts I wrote at the end of the year came as a result of MONTHS of student training and relationship building.

Sheesh.

For a teacher, I sure can be dumb sometimes.

I decided to write down my biggest issues…

It was amazing how God brought each item to mind.

When I finished with my list, I cut the papers into small pieces.

I wanted to burn them, but my match gave out before I could light the papers.

That was probably a good thing.

😀

Then, I sat down and read my devotion today…

And promptly cried…

I realized that my enemy isn’t my workload.

My enemy is Satan.

He is using every single thing I wrote on each slip of paper to discourage me.

It’s been working, folks.

I’ve been so down-in-the-mouth and negative…very uncharacteristic of me!!!

I’m usually a happy person…very upbeat.

I’m becoming that which I’ve never wanted to be, and I don’t like that.

At all.

I have forgotten that I have salvation through Christ’s death on the cross, and He has already won the victory for me.

Honestly, I have no reason to be discouraged because I possess eternal joy through the gift of God’s mercy…His Son.

Every single thing pales in comparison to that, and every single earthly challenge can and WILL be overcome.

I think I am going to buy a box of matches and make it a practice to put to the fire the things that are dragging me down…safely of course.  😉

I am also going to cut myself some slack.

If things aren’t perfect tomorrow, that doesn’t mean I won’t get my storybook ending.

I will, because like all fairy tales, the princess gets what she wants in the end.

Sparkles and Perspectives

I might have mentioned, a time or two, how I’ve been struggling of late.

This year has already been filled with various challenges…more than I can remember since I began teaching in 2010.

I do not adjust to change very well and like things to be ordered neatly.

I also have trouble understanding the logic that people use to explain their behavior.

I’ve been reading my way through a devotional series on one of my phone apps and came across the reading you see below…

Oh yeah…the struggle is real alright.

I’m hard on myself, professionally and personally, so it’s difficult to deal with weaknesses I find myself wading through.

I’d had a rough morning yesterday but had ended the day well.

My students may be turning a corner.

I say “may” because one can never tell with teenagers.

I left work a little earlier than usual because I had a nail appointment.

I wanted a design that was both feminine and sparkly.

My nail tech generously obliged, even adding a pearl to the center of each flower.

She spoils me.

Because I was the last appointment of the day, the shop was very quiet.

The other girls had left, so my tech and I were by ourselves.

That’s when she opened up to me about some personal struggles she is going through.

Oh word, but I hurt for her.  Just that morning, she had learned of her cousin’s unexpected death.  She’s heading to the funeral in a day or two before she goes to Atlanta for an intense CPA preparation course.

I’m not gonna lie.

I was humbled.  God put me back in my place, let me tell you.

I heard His gentle voice reminding me that the crap I’d gone through that morning was nothing in the grand scheme of things.

Losing a loved one…well…that falls into a league of its own.

As my tech and I talked, we discussed God and His plan for His children’s lives.  Although she and I have different philosophies, it was a healthy dialogue.  I pray that God was speaking through my carefully uttered words.

We talked for at least an hour after my nails were dry.

The Chinese takeout I’d ordered from next door was growing cold.

It didn’t matter.

God was giving me some new perspectives from which to reflect upon life.

He reminded me that He is on His throne, no matter what’s going on in life, be it petty issues at work…

Ahem

Or major life-changing events such as what my friend experienced.

I have got to learn to stop worrying about stuff or people that 1) I cannot change and 2) I cannot control.

For a teacher, I can be a slowwwwwwww learner.

At least I’m looking pretty with my sparkles while I’m in this school we call life.

Only As Young As the Hodgepodge

Sorry I skipped the Hodgepodge last week.  Life has been a wee bit busy here in the education world.  I’m here this week, though, so let’s get going!

1.  I’m celebrating a birthday this week so a question relating to aging feels appropriate. Douglas MacArthur is quoted as saying, ‘You are as young as your faith, as old as your doubt; as young as your self-confidence, as old as your fear; as young as your hope, as old as your despair.” Would you agree? If not why not?

I agree.  I think that age is largely mind over matter and has everything to do with confidence.  In other words, age is a number only, if you allow it to be.

2.  What remarkable feat, interesting piece of trivia, or historical event occurred on your birth day and month? Not necessarily in your birthyear, just the same date/same month.

I enjoyed this question because I got to read about a lot of interesting things that happened on my birthday, March 29th.  As a lover of history, I enjoyed reading that in 1867, Congress approved the Lincoln Memorial.  What an amazing legacy he left!

3.  Describe a time or circumstance where you wanted to ‘have your cake and eat it too.

Oh, I always want to have things my way…and only my way.  Why not?  I want a new car but don’t want to give up fun money to save for it.  That’s just one of many things I could share.

4.  What’s something you do that makes you feel young? Something that makes you feel old?

I teach, and this, I believes, keeps me young because I’m interacting with teenagers all day.

I teach, which makes me feel old, because I see when they don’t know about things like typewriters and hair crimpers.

5.  When did you last do something that was ‘a piece of cake’?

I started knitting a new pair of socks.  Despite the cables, which look complicated, the pattern isn’t really that difficult.

6.  Beef, wine, and cheese all improve with age. What’s something else you’d add to that list? (not necessarily food or beverage).

People, shoes, and blue jeans all get worn in and more relaxed the older they get.  Funny but true.

7.  If I were to have a giveaway when we hit Volume 200, what should I give away? By my calculations we’ll hit Volume 200 on November 26th, the day before Thanksgiving, which means whoever wins would have whatever it is in time for Christmas.  

I’d love something like an Amazon gift card or a gift card for the making of a keepsake blog book (where you have blog posts bound into a book…a dream of mine).

8.  My Random Thought

It’s Wednesday.  I’m already looking forward to Saturday.

Why?

Because Saturdays are when I get to snuggle with my babies…

Being woken up to this girl’s face makes the stresses of the week melt away…

Dear Allison van Diepen

Dear Allison van Diepen,

It’s just your #fangirl, Auburnchick, with a little shout-out to one of the best YA authors around!

I wanted to share a story that I thought would make you smile.

First of all, you may remember that we exchanged emails in the spring after I wrote you to tell you how one of my students fell in love with The Vampire Stalker.  I blogged about it here.

I’m thrilled to tell you that I am raising another group of van Diepen fans in this year’s classes.

Today, when my sixth period class entered my room, one of my girls, “A,” stopped me and said, “Mrs. Auburnchick, I finished my book!”

I excitedly asked her to tell me the title.  I teach sixty students and often forget who has which book.

She proudly pulled out a copy of Snitch.

Our conversation continued:  “Mrs. Auburnchick, I’m going to have to read it again,” she said.

“Oh really,” I said.  “Did you enjoy it that much?”

She responded, “Well, parts of it confused me, so I need to read it over.”

My.

Jaw.

Dropped.

You see, I teach high school Intensive Reading.  I provide reading instruction to students who need extra support so they can pass our state reading exam and, thus, graduate.

For a student to recognize that he/she didn’t understand something and to take it further by coming up with a plan to improve comprehension is HUGE.  It’s what I, as a reading teacher, strive for.

The conversation didn’t end there.

She said, “I want to do research.”

I asked the obvious question, “Research about what?”

She said, “What made her write about gangs and drugs.”

Oh.

My.

Word.

I’m sorry, but in my world, students do not often research such things unless a grade depends on it.

#realtalk

I was beyond floored.

She asked me for help, and I told her we would work on it during the class’s silent reading time.

You should have seen her eagerness as we did bell work and fluency.

She sat on the edge of her chair and held up her book a couple of times…just as a reminder.

Finally, it was time, and I told her to pull up a chair.

The first thing we did was pull up your website.

She.

Was.

Amazed.

She immediately decided that the next book she wants to read is Takedown, which I own.

Duh.  I am, after all, a #fangirl.

Then, we started looking for information that would explain why you wrote the book Snitch.

We got distracted by the study guide we found, and I printed it out for her.  I told her that if she answered the questions from the guide, to check for comprehension, I would give her bonus points on a test.

She was thrilled.

Next, I asked her if she had Twitter and told her how awesome you are about responding to Tweets.

Her mom is somewhat strict and doesn’t allow her to Tweet.

#proudteacher

Still, she really wanted to ask you a question…immediately.

So, I pulled up my Twitter account…for educational purposes (in case Big Brother is reading).

I showed her how I “follow” you, and I typed my question.

You haven’t responded as of this writing.

I forgive you.

You have a family to take care of.

Just don’t wait too long.

I promised I’d share your response with her.

😉

Next, I suggested that she find you on Facebook.

Don’t be surprised if A starts following you there.

As we sat, she told me how she loved that you wrote poetry for the book, and that she connected to it personally because she likes to write poetry too.

Ms. van Diepen, do you know how monumental this is?

We have been working on making connections when we read…something struggling readers have to be taught explicitly to do.

Oh word, but my teacher heart was overjoyed!

Then, she spoke words that I insisted she share with you on Facebook.

She said,

She makes me want to write a book.

I.

Kid.

You.

Not.

Take a look at the sticky note I used to record her words…

Ms. van Diepen,

Thank you for writing relevant teen fiction.

Does it have cursing.

Yes.

Does it talk about gangs, drugs, and turf wars?

Yep.

Do my kids want to keep reading more and more?

A-b-s-o-l-u-t-e-l-y.

It’s not because of the cursing, although that makes it more authentic.

It’s because of the subject matter and the way you paint realistic pictures.

Students think, when they enter my room, that they don’t like to read.

They quickly discover, through in-touch writers like yourself, that they’ve never had the right books placed in their hands.

Please keep doing what you’re doing.

You are making a difference in countless children’s lives by fueling a fire that feeds what I hope will develop into a lifelong passion for reading.

Sincerely,

Auburnchick

P.S.  I like the old cover of Snitch much better than the new one…grabs the kids’ attention.  You should tell your publishers this.  😉

A DWTS Monday

Today was special.

I left work pretty early considering the massive amounts of to-do items that are constantly on my list…

I began getting antsy around 5pm…

Yep.  It was that time again…time for fringe and booty shakes.

In other words, it was the premier of the new Dancing With the Stars show!!!!

I’m not gonna lie.

I think I already have a favorite…Carlton from Fresh Prince

 

He was amazing!!

Poor Lolo…her arms…her body…they are gorgeous from her Olympic training, but her dancing…egads!  Poor girl.

Sadie Robertson was precious, with a Capital P, though.  I’ve never watched her family’s series…yes…I’m from the South.  Sue me.  I think her youthful innocence will, once again, allow people to see what living a Christian life is like…

Tonight’s episode was a much needed respite from work stress that seems to overwhelm me lately.

Did you watch?  What did you think?

 

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