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4 Weeks To Go

I am a day behind in posting my weekly EPI updates.  It’s been a difficult few days, but I am getting by.

Regardless of the other stuff that’s going on in my life, I am chugging right along in EPI.  I am officially halfway through with this, my last, term of EPI.  Woo hoo!

I spent most of the week in my pajamas, semi-permanently affixed to the couch, surrounded by all of my class materials…

I alternated between reading chapters of my educational psychology book, taking quizzes on said chapters, and writing critical reviews of them.

I managed to finish all of the assignments for my Diversity class, with the exception of two responses that I will make to other students as soon as they post their critical reviews.  In essence, I finished four weeks early.

I did not do any work for my Classroom Management class because I was already ahead.

My problem-based learning assignment for the week was to create the Capstone Performance for the lesson plan.  This is the summative assessment that will gauge if students have mastered the learning objectives I have previously aligned to Florida standards.  I had to write a description of how students will create the performance — the strategies they will use, how the room will be set up, and how students will be assessed.  In case you’re interested in what this looks like, I have pasted part of my assignment below:

The capstone performance for this project is divided into two parts.  There will be a written component and a movie project; both parts will have their own rubrics.  Although the movie project will be a group effort (teams of three or four students), students will still be graded individually – both for the movie project as well as the paragraph each student will be required to write.  First, students will research and compose paragraphs that provide two solutions for the problem and four justifications for each solution.  Members of each group will approach the problem from the perspective of their specific roles.  For example, child psychologists will present solutions that address the psychological effects on young hurricane victims.  Students who play the role of “principals” will address issues from the perspective of school administrators.  Likewise, students playing the role of student body leaders will research the problem from a student’s perspective and will devise solutions that encourage civic participation by the student body at large.  Students will present their paragraphs to other members of their respective cooperative groups.  Then, the groups will discuss all presented solutions while analyzing them for their viability.  Group members will then synthesize the information presented by all members and will work together to formulate one solution that they will present to the audience.

Each group’s final, agreed-upon solution will be presented in the form of a movie, which is the second part of the capstone performance.  Students will create their movies using school computers and movie-editing software.  Movies must be between five and ten minutes long.  Prior to presenting each movie to the audience on September 15, each member of the group will stand up and explain how the solution that is about to be depicted in the movie addresses the problem from his or her role’s perspective (i.e., psychological, educational, and civically).  These oral presentations will be limited to two minutes.  The time frame for completing the entire capstone performance will be fifteen days (eleven full class days and two weekends).

The audience will consist of the class’s students, the Hickville County Board of County Commissioners, and Hickville County’s School Superintendent.  School administrators will be asked to play the roles of the commissioners.  The class will invite Mr. Superintendent to participate in this exercise; however, should he decline, a school administrator will play his role.  The room will be arranged so that the commissioners and Mr. Superintendent are sitting at a long table in the back of the classroom.  The table will face the whiteboard, which will have a movie screen that can be pulled down from the ceiling above it.  Students will sit on chairs that have been placed on the side of the room in such a position that students can easily see all group members as they make their individual presentations before each movie.  Students will also be able to look to their right at the commissioners and Mr. Superintendent and to their left at the movie as it is projected onto the screen in the front of the classroom.  Members of each presenting group will sit at a table near the podium when it is their turn to present.  The teacher will sit on the side of the room to take notes and during each presentation.

Throughout this lesson, students will employ metacognition skills as they formulate a plan for arriving at a solution to the problem, analyze and synthesize the information they collect during the research process, monitor their progress, and make adjustments as they deem necessary.  Students will also be responsible for making sure that all technical aspects of the assignment are in working order; thus, they will need to ensure that they allow enough time in the planning process to deal with last-minute issues that may arise.  In addition, the written component of the capstone performance will require students to employ metacognition skills as they justify the solutions that they present to their respective groups.  Student autonomy will be incorporated as the students will individually decide which roles they will play during the course of this lesson.  Students will, at times, work independently during the research process unless they request feedback from their peers or the teacher.  In addition, students will select one member of their respective groups to act as the spokesperson who introduces the movie project to the audience.

As you can see, there is a lot of brain work that goes into planning a lesson of this nature.

Whew!

The weekend brought with it my final Saturday class sessions.  Although I had not gone to bed until 2am (I was finishing the Estonian Lace Doily), I had no trouble getting up for class.  I was psyched!  I was also eager to see my classmates for the last time.

My first class of the day was Classroom Management.  It seemed to take forever to get through.  I was eager to get to my next class, which was Diversity.  This class is comprised of my fellow veteran EPI classmates as well as the newest round of teacher-wannabes.  Those poor students.  I remember that point in my first term of EPI.  Although we were over the hump, we were exhausted, as they were.  However, my instructor, the director of the program, was wonderful.  She always incorporates cooperative group work in her Saturday classes, so time flew by.  I talked to a young lady who very much impressed me.  She was very articulate and had a lot of experience that will serve her well in a classroom one day.

After this class, I had to attend an advising session.  This is what students always have to do during the second Saturday class of each term.  There are two classrooms set up for advising.  Returning students – those registering for the next term’s classes – go into one room.  Completing students – those finishing EPI – go into another room.

Folks, I’d been waiting to enter Door #2 for twenty long weeks.

I was so excited that I took the following picture…

That was the sign just outside of the room.

I did the happy dance as I entered.  😀

My advisor, the assistant director of the EPI program, provided much-needed information on the final steps that we students will need to take to obtain our permanent certification.  I still need to take the Professional Ed test and get my fingerprints done.

Then, it was lunch time.

A few of us ladies went to a local restaurant, but first I visited a grocery store in the same plaza so I could pick up an arrangement of flowers for us to present to the teacher of our last class — the problem-based learning class.

She has been so amazing.  I’ve written about her already.

Everyone had already signed a card that I’d picked up before the day started.

She seemed surprised when we entered class after lunch and handed her the flowers.

She asked what they were for, and we jokingly told her we hoped she would grade leniently for the rest of the term.

LOL

That was when she blew our minds away by reviewing the assignments we will be completing during the last half of the term.

Oh.

My.

Word.

I thought the first half was difficult.  The program saved the best for last (insert sarcasm).

I know I will get through these last assignments, although I may officially be ready for the white strait jacket afterwards.

And thus ended my week.

I am creeping closer toward the finish line.

I feel like the guy who I watched on The Biggest Loser 365 last night.  There was a point in the program when he was doing a low crawl while pushing a heavy box of some sort across a floor.

He kept thinking about the promise he had made to his mother before she died…a promise to get healthy.

Long ago, I made a promise to myself that I would be a teacher in every sense.  These EPI classes have been the weights that I’ve been pushing across that floor.

Though I won’t lose 200 pounds in the process, my brain will be healthy from all of the exercise it will have been put through, and I will be able to share with my own students how to properly exercise their own minds.

Onward I go…

Pushing for a strong finish.

I.  Will.  Do.  This.

Singing the Blues

I’m feeling down right now.

I’m not going to share the reason for my sadness.

I will say that as I sit here at 1:00 in the morning, I am taken back to an event that occurred when I was very young.

I remember a house, sparsely decorated and sporting wooden floors.

My mom and dad were arguing.

As my dad sat on the couch, in tears, my mom walked out the front door.

She was headed to work.

As I looked at my dad, who looked very much like a child in his crumpled up position on that couch, I knew I had to do something.

I remember running out the front door in hot pursuit of my mom.

I begged her to go back into the house.

She did.

The last memory I have from that moment in time was my parents talking.

They wound up getting divorced, so the talking must not have done any good.

I think that’s where my sense of having to fix things comes from.

Whether it’s a broken wheel on a lawn mower or a broken heart, I find myself wanting…no…NEEDING to fix the problems that cross my path.

More often than not, I can’t.

That causes me to sing the blues at 1am when I should be happily running, in a slow-motion sort of way, through the flower-laden fields that make up the dreams I should be dreaming.

 

A Lace Doily

A couple of months ago, I treated myself to some yarn…purchased with birthday money I had received.

One of the skeins I bought was Knit Picks Chroma…

I had seen pictures of a project that had used this yarn, and I had fallen in love with the colors…

I also purchased the pattern for the Estonian Inspired Lace Doily, found on the Knit Picks site.

I cast on early in May, but my work and certification class responsibilities hindered my progress.

Finally, though, I finished, staying awake until 2am Friday night to bind off (I regretted this lack of sleep the next day).

Blocking this baby was a royal pain.  I guess the whole “circle” thing was what confounded me.  I persisted and finally got it done.

A quick note on the yarn:  It was delightful to work with!  It’s wool, so you have to be careful not to felt your project when you wash it before blocking.

Also, this project only required 15 grams of the yarn.  I have tons of it left, which means I might (or might not) make more of these doilies.

Now, I have to admit that I’m not 100% happy with the way it turned out.  I fear that the limited time I’ve had to knit over the last few months has impacted my skills.  I shall remedy this in the future.  😉

Here’s the finished product…

For some reason, I had a really hard time with the nupps in this pattern.  Oh my word, but I struggled.  I finally attached split rings to the nupps as I created them, hanging all seven newly created stitches on those things until the next round, when I knit them together.

What.

A.

Pain.

Oh well.  Such is a knitter’s life.

I have to say that I really like the inner pattern.  It is gorgeous!  You can see it better in the close-up below…

I’ve already cast on for my next project.  It will, I’m sure, take me a few weeks to complete.

Until then, I’ll look upon my doily and smile.  I’m getting my knitting mojo back, and I don’t plan to lose it again!

Little Brother to the Rescue

Guy Friend and his family have been out of town the last few days.  Chicky has been taking care of their dog, who is old and blind…and a true sweetheart.

Last night, Chicky decided to sleep at their house…just to make life easier for her.  She had to get up early to lifeguard, and she figured it would be more convenient if she was already at their house in the morning when she woke up.

She went over around 4pm, taking her laptop and other stuff to keep herself busy.

Later that evening, Rooster and I settled in to watch a free movie we had found through the On Demand service that my cable company provides.

Around 9:45, my cell phone rang.

It was Chicky.

“Mama, can I speak to Rooster?”

“What’s going on?” I asked.

“I’m in bed, but the house is too quiet.  I’m a little scared.  I wanted to ask Rooster if he will come spend the night here too.”

I handed the phone to Rooster.  After listening to her explain the situation, he said, “Well, Mama and I just started watching a movie, but we can finish it tomorrow.”

Then, he proceeded to gather his stuff together.  He had been scheduled to lifeguard with Chicky, so he grabbed his red trunks and other gear.  I have no idea if he even bothered to take his toothbrush.

Sometimes what a mama doesn’t know won’t hurt her.

😉

As Rooster departed, I couldn’t help but smile to myself.

Although he and Chicky had gotten into a ferocious argument a few days before, he put his annoyance aside when it counted most.

It’s such a relief to know that my babies (they’ll always be my babies, no matter how old they get) are looking out for each other.

This was one of those times that parents dream of…witnessing their children put their desires aside for the good of others…especially when the “others” are family members.

This is a memory that I will treasure in my heart for years to come.

Reflecting…

Lest you think that I am sitting on the couch eating bon bons during my first summer as a teacher, think again!

As you know, I am busily working on assignments for my certification classes.

Some of the not-so-fun assignments are called a “Critical Reviews.”   They follow assigned chapter readings.

Oy, but these are a royal pain to complete.

Each review is comprised of four parts:  summary, reflection, application, and response to another student.

As I said, they are a pain, but I know that by typing a summary for each chapter I read, I am solidifying my understanding of the material, which will, hopefully, help me when I take the Professional Ed test.

The reflection section is rather easy for me.

I’m rather long-winded.

I also write a blog.

*Shout-out to God for placing me in the blog world as preparation for my school assignments!*

Back to my post…

As I said…reflecting…something I actually enjoy doing…

I just proofread the reflection I wrote for my last critical review for one class (I have one more left for another class and then I won’t ever have to write another one…yay!).

I wanted to share it with you.

You might find it humorous.  You might find it illuminating.  You might find yourself not caring one iota.  That’s okay.  You won’t be hurting my feelings.  😉

Either way, I like it, and one day I know I will enjoy reading this post again and reminiscing.

Here ‘ya go!

I just finished my first year of teaching.  A teacher’s first year presents a lot of challenges.  The challenges I faced were magnified by the fact that I had five lesson preps across five different grades.  I taught sixth grade as well as ninth through twelfth grades.  In fact, my schedule was such that my sixth grade class followed my eleventh grade class.  I had always believed that I was best suited to teach high school, thus I found it difficult to make the adjustment from teaching upper level students to just-entering middle school students.  My little babies sat, shell-shocked, during their first few weeks in my classroom.  At the time, I did not understand why my students and I were so frustrated with each other.  Then, one day, it dawned on me that I was treating them as if they were in high school.  All of a sudden, I realized that their attention spans were shorter.  They could only handle one main task at a time, and they needed me to repeat the instructions many times.  They also had a lot of nervous ticks.  I had failed to acknowledge that this was the first year they had to change classrooms for each subject.  Heck – they got lost finding their way to my classroom, and my school building only has one hallway!  I experienced my “aha” moment when I read this chapter and realized that last summer, while I had been busy prepping my room and creating a discipline plan and classroom procedures, I had not spent any time studying my students.  I had not looked at prior standardized test scores or report cards, and I certainly had not taken the time to learn about developmental characteristics.  I believe that had I done so, I would have been a bit gentler on these students from the onset.  Just so you won’t think that I was an ogre the entire year, I want to share that this reflection does have a happy ending.  About two or three weeks into the school year, I realized what was happening with this class.  I, quite honestly, had an “aha” moment right in front of my students.  I admitted the error of my ways and promised that I would “take it down a notch.”  My reward was watching them exhale in relief (and in unison, I might add).  The rest of the year was delightful, and this turned out to be one of my favorite classes.  I learned that I actually liked teaching sixth graders.  Their impulsiveness and joy of learning fit in with my personality and inspired me to create innovative lesson plans that fit their ages.  This was a hard lesson to learn, but I will be a better teacher in the future because of it.

Aspirations

Satan is a skilled deceiver.

He makes us aspire to things that we should not aspire to.

He makes us seek after things that we shouldn’t seek after.

He is sly enough to make us think that these are noble pursuits.

If we’re lucky, we wise up.

Well…forget the luck.  This illumination of truth does not arrive by luck at all.

Oh no.  It’s only through God’s speaking to us that we can come to realize that we’ve been fed lies by the enemy.

What leads me to write about this?

Well, I write because this is a journey I’ve been on all of my life but, most noticeably, during the last year or so…only I didn’t realize I was on the journey until yesterday.

What is it that I aspire to and seek after?

Approval.

More specifically, I desire the approval of others.

I think this comes from being the oldest child.  Not only that, but my mom was single during much of my early childhood, which resulted in a lot of responsibility being placed on my young shoulders.

Growing up, I never felt like I measured up, so I kept trying.

Straight A’s…

Salutatorian…

Good grades in college…

Perfectionism in the jobs I held early in my marriage and later, when I returned to work after my children were in elementary and middle school…

Perfect grades when I returned to college as an adult…

Magna Cum Laude…

And then I hit a wall.

For some odd reason, I subconsciously selected a person that I needed to please, and I’ve been trying, ever since, to reach this person’s standards.

And I kept failing.

Which confused me.

I discovered that my perceptions of myself and this person’s perceptions of me were vastly different.

Which confused me further.

Yesterday, I asked myself a hard question:

Why do I keep trying to please this person?

In the middle of my confusion and after in-depth talks with a good friend and Super Sis, God revealed something to me.

I’ve been aspiring to please the wrong person.

I need to be working to please Him.

The Bible verse on my phone yesterday read:

Colossians 3:23-24

Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as your reward.  You are serving the Lord Christ.

Too often, we seek to be people-pleasers when, in reality, we should seek to be God-pleasers.

People change at a whim, which leads to our confusion on how to please them.

God does not change.

He is the same yesterday and today.  He will be the same tomorrow.

In the end, we will stand before Him at the judgment.

He will not ask us about what we did to please So-and-So.

He will ask what we did to serve Him.

Working to please others is confusing, exhausting, and depressing.

Working to serve the Lord is exhilarating and will one day result in rewards beyond what we could ever hope to receive here on this temporal earth.

Wednesday Hodgepodge With a Summer Flair

It’s time for the Hodgepodge!  Joyce has included a lot of summery questions this week.  I hope you’ll consider playing along.  It’s a lot of fun!

1.  Have you ever been to the US capital – Washington DC?  If so, what’s your favorite site?  If not, what would you most like to see on a visit to that city some day in the future?  Is it even on your list of places to visit?

I went to Washington DC when I was seven or eight years old, I believe.  If memory serves correctly, I was living in Colorado at the time, and we DROVE the entire way!  We signed up for an official tour, and I remember walking endlessly.  I had stupidly worn sandals, and I had humongous blisters by the end of the day.  I think my favorite site, blisters and all, was Arlington Cemetery.  We got there in time to observe the changing of the guard.  It was an incredibly solemn ceremony, and I have chills when I think about it even now.  The sight of all of the tombstones stretching as far as young eyes can see was breathtaking and humbling.

2.  When did you last attend a wedding?  Are there any weddings on your summer calendar?  Were you a summer bride?  If you’re single, is summer the season of your dream wedding?

First of all, I was not a summer bride.  I got married in September.

The last wedding I attended was that of my good friends…Will and Kate…

I wish.  LOL

Seriously…the last wedding that I attended was one of the youth pastor’s at my church.  He and his bride married a year and a half ago…on New Year’s Day.  Chicky and I went to the wedding, then drove to Coupon Queen and Grand Pooba’s in the middle of the night, and then got up at o’dark thirty to drive down to a soccer tournament at Disney.  It was a long couple of days!

BTW, I made the Tree of Life Afghan for the couple…

Will and Kate, eat your heart out!  You may have the moolah and royal palaces, but the couple above have something from my knitting needles.  You can’t put a price on that!

BACK TO THE QUESTIONS (heehee)…

3.  What is your favorite way to eat strawberries?

Rinsed off with the tops chopped off.  I’m eating healthy, remember?  I like my fruit plain.  It’s sweet enough au natural.

4.  What is one thing you are especially looking forward to this summer?

Joyce, I am going to list two things.  First, I am looking forward to finishing my teaching certification classes.  I have five more weeks to go (technically, I’ll be finished the last week of June).  Second, we’re going on a BIG family trip.  I won’t tell you when, and I won’t tell you where.  You’ll have to just wait and see.  🙂

5.  Do you use/like the self checker at the grocery store?

Can I tell you a little secret?

I love scanning bar codes.

Uh huh.  I really do.

There is something thrilling about the beep that occurs after a UPC has been successfully scanned.

I never had a job as a cashier, but I think I would have enjoyed it immensely.

Thus, when I have the opportunity to scan my own stuff, I do.  Home Depot…fifty pound bag of sand…I’ll do the lumberjack squat (have you ever seen those competitions on TV?) just to heft that baby on the scanner.

heehee

6.  Share a favorite piece of common sense advice.

Common sense?  Seriously?  I have none.  I’m all book smarts.  heehee

Ok…let me see…here goes.  If you want something done right (aka, YOUR way), just do it yourself.  Don’t complain, and don’t moan.  Just.  Do.  It.

7.  Barefoot, flip flops, tennis shoes, sassy sandals – your first choice for summer time?

Pictures speak louder than words…

The best part is that I don’t have to hide the shoes from the Mr.  He was actually present when I purchased these Kohl’s specials!!  Woo Hoo!  I love me some sassy sandals!!

8.  My Random Thought

I am still enjoying Words With Friends.  I fear that my friend, Rebecca, has given up on me.  She is the queen of WWF.  However, after being on the receiving end of a 60-something point word, I was fortunate to score the following…

Here’s a close-up of the actual points…

For the record, I played the word “hookers.”  My friend played the word “groping.”

Uh huh.

Just remember…it’s all about the points, and I like to win.  LOL